:)

2009-01-17T13:01:00.000+08:00

Missing u...from afar..

2008-01-19T10:52:00.000+08:00

i love my job =D The view over at Spore airshow site is marvellous...with the sea, planes and the breeze PLUS great team mates! What more can i ask for? hehe. O ya, and my workplace is juz opposite tekong and seriously speaking, tekong look like a holiday resort. HAHA. no wonder people said that looks are deceiving. Indeed.

So happy! :D

2008-01-11T19:13:00.000+08:00

woohoo! Monday, 14 jan 2008 will marked the end of my frictional unemployment part 2. I will be working as admin for e company organising the Spore airshow 2008! Yay! i can seee planes everyday.. =D but the bad part is... after 24th feb or so.. it will be the start of my frictional unemployment part 3. Haha dont care lah..walk one step see one step. Heh.. at least i got my dream job for now...lol

I love planes. The sign of freedom :) Yeah. New job.New beginning. Time for me to forget you as well after 1 mth of misery and wastage of water zzz.

2008-01-03T19:34:00.001+08:00

back from jun hong`s mother holiday bungalow. yeah met up with my darling kg and passed her some econs stuff.. Thanks dear for your card!! :D

hmm quite a no. of ppl turned up for jun hong bbq for the first night wor.. got pak tao,sidney,benson,ken,ke jun,alford,daniel tan and xu,gabriel,zheng ping,cui shan,jancy,josephine,meirong,fang qing,huimin and me! woahh so many ppl,, half of whom i never talk to before even though they r from ajc.haha.Quite fun lah..and jun hong mother cooking quite nice wor! Now quite tired liao.... lazy to blog about what happpened durin the bungalow le..ZZzzzzz

Yeah.work at sanobar was fun! met some fun ppl..heh. yeah and the place im working at is juz directly in front of the cannon tt shoot the fireworks..woahh this is the first time i saw fireworks up close =D.. After work, the manager treat us to some cocktail and some wine. lol jo got a lil tipsy and her face so hot sia! Then everyone got so high tt they kept on dancing about ( except me and two other girls quite anti climax..lol)..as for max and leonard..lol they r like some monkey fooling ard. Really ah..the two of them so gay can! Haha. And by the time we decide to leave sanobar , its alrdy near 4am liao..so yeah didnt go home on the first day of 2008 :x Yep. realised tt work is reali enjoyable if u r working with ur frens and working with fun ppl.. yeah working envt matters alot.

Reached home at ard 7am then slept till 2pm :D...then watched Alien VS predator w my family at J8. Met Ke jun w his bro and mother at J8..woah..spore is indeed small! Sigh... think for most ppl, its back to school. Quite envious of them leh...cos i reallly miss school! Hai..shld have treasure my schooling days back then..o well... :( Maybe i shld dressed in my sec sch uni and pretend to be a J1 attending first three mths in ajc! hahaa

hmm...saw it happening w my own eyes. History has indeed repeated itself. But what to do.... some things r just not within my control..mayb my luck just isnt good...

2007-12-31T11:06:00.000+08:00

BYE 2007! and HI 2008!

Today must be my lucky day. My com has decided to like me today. For the previous few days, this lousy com apparently refused to start up and all i can see on my monitor is a BLACK BLANK SCREEN! Argh! Since today it has finally start up, i dont think i will off my com. LOL. cos if i do, i think its back to the blank screen again >.<

Anyway, the day before yesterday marks the end of my frictional unemployment part 1. Even though A level has officially ended 1month ago, let me refresh ur memory. muahaha. Frictional Un is when people leave their jobs either voluntarily or because they are sacked or made redundant and are unemnployed for a period of time while they look for a new job. The main cause of frictional Un is IMPERFECT INFORMATION.(heh. does this ring a bell econs students? LOL) Damn right it is and i have to resort to goin to numerous job agencies..and still i cant find a suitable job tt i can settle down with for the next 6 mths.ANyway yea, went to work at Novotel on sat and sun evenings with josephine,wan qi (muah ji), si ping (kena boxed 1), xin yi (kena boxed 2)p.s they r called kena boxed 1& 2 cos their purple eye shadows make them looked like they just got boxed !, cui shan and yee shin (eat shit! eh jkjkjkjk!!!:P). Wah and hor, this is the first time im wearing a BUN or rather some black baluku popping out of my head cos my bun is so smalll, a black skirt (the onli skirt i wear is sch skirt) and a stocking. Together with some makeup and a white novotel blazer, i think i look quite femine :P. Oh ya we were given fake nametags. On sat, i was JANN. On sun, i was TARA. Hahaha then the guests kept on calling me Jann/Tara, sounded so weird!Yeah, so all we did is serve cocktail and drinks. Sound simple hor? But on the first day, i nearly died esp during cocktail cos we r suppose to balance the try on one hand with 4 glasses of drinks on it. Quite heavy >.< But on the second day, cos used to it liao..so okie lah not tt bad :)

And so on 31/01/2007, the last day of 2007, we will be working at Sanobar. Think we shld be clearing plates and serviing drinks. But the working hrs will b quite long lah.. 5pm-2/3 am. Heng got transport provided home..lol. hahah the restaurant is just next to the river and can see the fireworks clearly de :D... Then i think today when counting down..instead of marking the significant 12 midnight with a cheer (like the previous few years), we will be marking it with PIANK PIANK PIANK! LOL dropping of plates and glasses! no la jk. hopefully we dont drop anything =/ But after today, is back to frictional unemployment part 2 =(

Oh yah, i sent in my resume for admin job for a company organising Asian Aerospace 2008. Hopefully i can get the job and i can see planes everyday..and for free!! But then its onli for like 6 days... :(

Had a super mini guitar outing on friday. Went to eat pizza hut with aaron, freddy and grace (sigh! so lil ppl!). Haha the guys still have some hair but soon..no more hair! aww...

Haha. Hmm 02/01/08...i believe is the first day of sch for many students. and for the first time in like 10 years, 02/01/08 is not off to sch for me.... i will b off to jun hong`s bungalow chalet together with my sec sch frens :D

Haiya, dont know what to say liao. Actually got lah, but dont wan to say on this blog. So yah tt all, bye blog! See you soon in dont know how many thousands days when my lousy com starts up again. Haha.

2007-12-26T11:07:00.000+08:00

went to orchard road ytd...the deco quite nice..but haiya too many ppl le. Hmm realised i dont quite like crowded place :x... Watched National Treasure..quite a nice show i think :).. Oh ya and i met Ryan and his frens. Haha still the same old mischievous Ryan. He still looked as hyper and naughty as ever. LoL. I met meiping and her friends too though i think she didnt noticed me... Spore is so small! Met two secondary sch mates in one building in a single day. W00t!

Hmm dont know why.. but this year seemed to lacked the Xmas atmosphere leh.... :( And i realised my appetite seemed to be decreasing too...=/

2007-12-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

decided not to work at ve grp...which means i will be rotting for another 1-2 weeks until swissotel have process my particulars. oh well...life is really boring w/o a fully functional computer.. Hai now i have to make do with this pentium 2 computer which has taken pleasure in re-starting on its own now and then =.=""

well..on a happier note, at least theres guitar exco gathering and a gathering at jun hong`s holiday bungalow to look fwd to.. haha

merry xmas everybody! hmm yea xmas is here...but merry? bleah. i HATE roller-coaster rides.ah well... this is life i guess.

2007-12-22T17:46:00.000+08:00

hi blog! heh a lvl is over one mth ago. this week been a busy week...My first job just ended ytd =( Work for 4 days as a badminton line judge at SBA for the Cheers youth international..all thx to josephine for this job. wah tt place ah smack in the middle of geylang..then xinyi met some woman tryin to sell herself to some guy =/ Met Ronald Susilo there..think he is the coach for the spore youth team then xinyi,wan qi,cuishan,daniel and si ping so excited over him..lol they went to take photo with him seh. Anyway, though the matches are for ppl under 19, met quite a few good looking guys. Haha then xinyi,wanqi and si ping went crazy over all the shuai ges, kept on taking photos with them. I saw this malaysian guy...quite good looking with this big eyes and dyed hair.Then when he play badminton...wah very difficult to concentrate on the shuttlecock =D..lol And it so happened tt josephine like him( both of us got good taste :P)...then she went to take photo with him sia!!!(too bad he is only 16...josephine hor? :P). Then theres this indonesian guy which the rest of us term him as the "mei nan zi".. cos he is good looking in a femine way..haiya dont know how to describe. And he is damn polite leh! when i helped him mop the sweat off his court..he said thk you...plus he smells nice too but wasted...he lost his match against a fellow indonesian in the semi finals =( Hehe so actually this job quite fun lah though line judging is quite stressful =x.... heh dont know is we go there be line judges or guys judges...LOL!

had sec sch class gathering at yi hoong hse. wah his hse also quite ulu..somewhere btw yishun and sembawang. haiya ppl rich ma..three storey high bungalow. Yeah think most of us still llook the same though those who went overseas to study ie calista and those studyin in poly change quite abit..they looked so matured with their dressing and dyed hair! yep so the gathering turned out quite successful...kudos to the organiser josephine =D xin ku le!

So now finding another job ba. just went for training at swissotel with siao lang yiting...maybe working as a waitress there. then tmr goin to Eunos to look at some marketting and research company VE grp before deciding to join their project team. Think huiqi, evadne,jia da and some aj students working there too. Haha i think working life quite fun leh....better than rotting at home especially when u r working with frens u know even if the pay not tt good =D But still...i miss schooling minus off the exams. Think schooling more relax and more fun...cos all my frens all there...sigh!

And oh ya.. i will be joining CDAC as a volunteer every sat starting from next year (mingxuan now helpin me to liase with the coordinator over at cdac). Then i will b tutoring a primary sch kid i think...mayb teaching him/her eng and maths.

Woohoo! At least my life will not be boring and i wont be rotting at home , thinking what a lonesome life i led anymore! YAY!

I wonder how will my xmas be spent?hmm... mayb i will spend my xmas working..

2007-07-30T21:04:00.001+08:00

Horrible life.

2007-07-21T20:31:00.000+08:00

went blog -surfing..and well... deja vu.

After reading some blogs, i felt that i led a damn sad life. I realised i dont have much memories of the past. I dont have much pics cos im too shy to take photo. I have many many friends, a few close friends but no best friend to share the memories of my youth. Sad sad. I think i will start taking more pics and blog more often. Afterall, i dont want to live regretting not tryin to capture memories of my youth. Ah. im growing OLD!

And i realised my life quite boring leh. Its a routine everyday. Wake up. Bath.Eat breakfast. Go school with jo,jh,mr and sometimes yuhan. Attend lesson. Go home. Bath. eat dinner and watch jinshun. Sleep. Wake up. Bath. Eat breakfast.. zzz I need some excitement in my life!

Oh ya, on wednesday this week, for the very first time in my jc life..im LATE FOR SCHOOL and i nearly got knocked down by car. So scary! Its like i waited at the junction for the light to turn green. The traffic light for the cars had already turned red but the traffic light for pedestarian still stuck at red light. So i thought, maybe the traffic light is spoilt and since im running late for school, i started running across the road. Halfway across the road, the traffic light for the cars turned green. Oh dear! and the weirdest thing is, the cars have been waiting for quite some time for the light to turn green and they obviously saw me running across the road..and yet the cars started to move even when im in the middle of the road. I know its my fault for crossing the road when it is red light, but then what are the drivers trying to do? Im in the middle of the road...its like i cant move forward or move backwards u know.... And ya nearly got knocked down. Just a few cm and im... *touch wood*. One of the driver honked at me..but haiya dont know lah. I think singaporeans are quite impatient. Even though im at fault, they could have waited for me to finish running across the road (it will just take 1s more) before moving the car plus the traffic light really spoil what.

Hai.Its like the other day, i was with my family at tpy centre on one of the weekend. We were walking and this woman was telling her child, some ppl walk so slow and yet they stand in the middle of the pavement. People who know me will know that my walking speed is not like snail pace. Furthermore, we were keeping to the left of the pavement. Dont know whats the problem with her anyway, its not like she was in a hurry cos apparently after she overtok us, she stood outside a shop to browse at the gds. So i was quite angry and i PURPOSELY walk very slowly and make sure i really blocked her pathway to irritate her.Ah well, Singaporeans! Really, the pace of life is alrdy quite hectic on working days. Cant we walk a little slower during weekend just to slow down our pace of life a little? Dont know lah. I think next time when i retire, i will migrate to a country with a slower pace of life and built a house in the countryside with mountain and rivers and be self-sufficient by growing my own food!

Anyway, Happy birthday Gabriel! Hope you enjoyed the birthday celebration at Newyork newyork! Heh reaised the few of us Amksian in Ajc + jess + kg quite close hor.....hope we wil keep it this way =)Imagine when we meet up 10 yrs later..i wonder how it will be like. Wonder whether i will like myself 10 years later. Will i change? Will we change?

2007-07-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

ah blog. I have decided to re-blog after 7 months. Woah, my last entry talked about my first week of 2007. How time flies...Its now July. 6 weeks more to prelims. 3 months more to A levels. So scary!Time flies..i wonder how much have i changed during these 7 months.Not long ago, i remembered receiving my O level results. Not long later, i was enjoying my first three months in Innova Junior College. A few months after, i was in lala land in Anderson Junior College, happily slacking around. And i remembered how lightly i took my J1 mid yr exams.. I flunked all my H2 and passed only Gp and Chinese and i still continued to slack until the promos is nearing. Ah yes, promos is the turning point..it made me regret not doing my tutorials regularly, it gave me hope when i finally pass my all-year-long-always-get-a smiley grade aka U-for-physics, it made me realised that im more inclined towards econs and...most importantly it helped me ease the pain in my heart...

Then came 2007! Heh 2007 is even busier than 2006 but i have lotsa fun! Heh guitar-harmonica concert went quite smoothly, guitar got silver for syf,organising x-ctry is a great experience..made quite a no. of frens (esp ppl from 12/06 thx to jorene!), Delta Experience 2007 was fun (JUSTICE ROCKS!!) and guitar SL at amkss was a success! Ahh those were the days... but now have to start mugging liao.. =( Anyway,cant wait for guitar farewell! i asked my successor what she wanted for her take over gift and she said anything and let it be a surprise. HAHAHA! Dont worry veronica (i know you wont read this, thats why im sayin this..), you will really get ANYTHING and there will be surprises for you -not A SURPRISE but multiple surprises. For the surprise part, i thought of two surprises liao...hehh hehh hehh ;D And hor, the amount of $$ i handling over to her is also very surprising :D. So proud of myself, i plan until so precise sia. Hopefully, there will be nice food for farewell ..yummy!

haha suddenly this year from term 2 onwards, i became quite interested in physic. Physic concepts alone are so boring. But then physic application is quite fun. Why is the sky blue? Why does salt dissolve in water and not in air? Why is it that when you swing a bucket of water in vertical circular motion at a high enough speed, water will not spill out? Why is it that when you put a weighing scale and stand on top of it in a lift, the scale will move to zero at a certain pt of time? Why does a bulb light up? Why is it that... Ahh yes,the list is endless. Haha im always so curious. For everything i read in the notes, theres always this question WHY in my head and i began to think of possible scenarios to apply the concepts and i will ask mr lim about it. No wonder mr lim said im weird and like just came out of IMH >.< But really, i think one day i will tell him that im about as sane as he is( he do even weirder/funnier things in class lah!)

Okie im tired. Time to rest. BYE blog!

P.s. for those who wana know, the answers to those questions are concepts that we have learnt in physic. Slowly think about it ba..=) Physic is quite interesting after all!...especially quantum phy. Do you think it is possible to go back to the past/go to the future?... ;)

2007-01-12T22:35:00.000+08:00

wooo hi blog! glad to know tt u r still alive. Haha

Haha 2006 been an interesting year... did alot of things i haven never did in my whole life and i think i made quite a no. of new frens too. Dec been a nice hol. Met up with my innova frens ..go chalet with them.. met up with my amkss frens...baked cookies with them...watch lotsa korean dramas =D=D..spent lotsa time with family... watch meirong the reindeer sings at Four Seasons and so on. Haha so qiao..my mother works at Four Seasons....then she was telling me how young the male teacher looked who er turned out to be mr seow. Ok lah, hes young. =.="

and..BOOM! Yay! 2007 is here... a brand new year a brand new start. Woo~ the fireworks were splendid! Okie so nows the second wk of sch reopen..this yr gona be sooooooo hectic. And now rushing lotsa proj.. gt GP (ended last week) ,gt phy exp ( ended tis wed), got hist proj( half of it ended today..left the report).. and theres another Gp essay thingy left on tues. Plus hor, i never do my hol hw..so slowly doing my hw too..hahaha. And suddenly, i noticed alot of scandals all ard me. HAHAHA Gossips are fun..it keeps me updated and informed lol

So yeah... 2007 alrdy here...time to freed myself from 2006. Yep life goes on =)

2006-11-16T05:22:00.000+08:00

yay! im off to shanghai/jiangnan tonight! haha midnight flight..wonder if i can see the moon from the plane.. Hmm doubt so :( Gona enjoy myself for the next 8 days or so...cos dec will be one hell of a "holiday" with the thousand and one projs and hws and preparation for next yr testss in the first week. >.<

haha ytd after econs boring 3hrs+++++++ lecture, i went to kfc with aiping,yintong,grace,lulu and weikang. Made two new frens... lulu and yintong. lol lulu name so cute and the way she shoots back at weikang also very funny. Its super funny to see them suaning each other..hahahaha. Then yintong is like tiff , SUPER HYPER. and both girls are from St nicks!! Hehe so after lunch planned the games for camp with weikang grace and freddy. Wooo~ The second day morning will be quite fun if our proposal got approved =D

And so hmpf, meirong and jo went off to Bugis to buy jess pressie without ME!!! :( Its only when i asked why never jio me( say for fun de. cos even if they jio, im also not free ) then meirong called and ask me whether i want to go. But haiya, im always the forgotten one among the amksians in ajc since my class is sooooooooooooooooooo far from them >.< Poor lonely jewel..

SIAN!! Theres phy lect later...dont feel like going....my mother asked me not to go if possible also... Should i go? Zzzzzzzzzz

Anyway, bye everyone! Be back on 24 or 25 nov ba. Tmr this time, i will be reaching shanghai...then on my way to jiangnan! Hope i will be able to survive the 'toiletless rural areas and doorless toilets =/

2006-11-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

Hai. Wouldnt be updating my poor old blog until my com has recovered from whatever illness it is suffering from. Anyway, ytd was our very first class outing! Woohoo!. Yup..after OP went to East Coast and we had fun there. Was quite disappointed with the food though...the chicken satay so hard....the stingray so hard... hai. I live to eat and i eat to live. Eating nice food makes me happy.(^(oo)^) haha thats why i was soooooo disappointed with the food :x Oh well, at least our class is more bonded now; at least everyone is less icy towards each other. Haha =)

Hai. Had a haircut today...and its DISASTROUS. OMG. My hair is so damn short..and at certain angle..i looked like a boy! ARGH. For 5 years thats what i have been trying to do...to move away from my boyish hair cut in primary school. In primary school..my hair is soooooo short that many ppl mistook me for a guy when im not in my sch uniform. Then recently, i have been tryin to keep my hair longer. But hai, my hair so thick and it starts to curl..so no choice have to go and cut thinner..Then now, all my effort gone down the drain. IDIOTIC hairdresser! Already told her not to cut it short just cut it thinner..yet....ARGH!!!!!!! Anyone knows of any good hairdresser?Can intro to me? My hair been in a bad state for 17 years =(

So for the whole day, i was quite miserable..lol. So been watching winter sonata and eating chocolates. Yup. Chocolates and nice nice romantic korean/jap/hong kong serials just make me happy =D

Hmm. A place once beautiful, and still is beautiful. But when i visited it recently, what i saw was not. Ha. I guessed there are some things in life i will never forget.

Silently.

2006-10-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

haha very long never blog alrd cos lazy. Now using Josephine`s lappy to blog. Thanks alot jo! :D Last last week was a shiok week. Lined up my week with activities everyday. Outings with the amkss and ijc ppl too.Wanted to post the pics, but com crashed =X And oh ya my straw miraculously survived the strong wind. Hehe.

My holidays will be a busy month too:

16-23rd Nov: Reached Shanghai on 17. Spend the next 5 days at Jiangnan and the last three days at Shanghai.
1 Dec: Brother`s Birthday
18-20 Dec: S.P.C.A chalet

Then not to forget our dear 2206 class outing, 4/1 outing, SL project and maybe guitar camp which dates not fixed yet. Wah!! Plus all the Phy proj+ homework, GP proj+hw, Hist Proj+ tutorials and god knows what other homework, my holiday will be fully booked. Heng i didnt sign up for OGL though jo mr gab kel did so..if not i really got no time for myself.

Hai. Yesterday was a damn suay day.

Firstly, got scolded by yan lao shi for forgetting to do the ws. And she nagged and nagged for like 20mins >.<
Secondly, got scolded by this PE teacher for dragging my make up PE from 29 may until now. So long alrdy, mrs toh also never say anything..then this teacher make so much noise. >.<..So ya have to do make up on wednesday 3pm.
Thirdly, received this arrangment. Yes i MIND alot.
Fourthly, my com crashed.
Fifthly, got back my spectacles. Change the dioptre of the lens cos last time degree a lil too high. Then when i got back the specs, the degree a lil too slow. Now objects that is quite far awaywill appeared to be very blurred to me.

Yep. Monday definitely not my day >.< Oh well, at least theres Tues (hari raya hol), thurs( Ne day at WaterLoo street), Fri( deepavali holiday in lieu) to make up for the horrible Monday=/

2006-10-07T09:37:00.000+08:00

yep haven been blogging for long...cos didnt come online..busy STUDYING. YES i did study for promos. But haiya...as though study got any use like that..im still gona fail unless im super duper TYCO. Hai regret slacking the whole year rond...then when the time comes, i only can build a STRAW house while other ppl is busy building their brick houses all beautifully furnished. Will the pathetic straw house survived the wind blown by the big bad wolf? Time will tell......*pray hard*

So these few weeks many things happened..to my friends..my family and myself..Haiiya.. =x.. Then i also realised one thing- efffort doesnt necessary always pay off. Yeah and this logic can be applied to everywhere...studies..work..r/s.. everything. Sigh...I lazy to blog liao..will blogged more about my date with my darling and mistress tmr. LOL!

Boy, wheres your MANNERS?

2006-09-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

All`s perfect initially.
But after attaining the goal,
things changed.
Having witnessed it happening so many times to my friends,
I never thought i would even enter one.
So it happened.
And theres nothing i can do to turn back time.

It used to be impossible for me,
to comprehend the power of the capital L.
The joy; the tears.
The euphoria; the depression.
It never struck me in depth,
until now.

So now i finally understood,
not only the power of the heart,
But also the power of the 4 letter word.
I did alot of things which i have never attempted in my whole life.
I said alot of things which i have never said to anyone else before.
And my heart,
opened its gates for the very first time in 17 years.

Hope,faith.
I invested all into it.
Now, there`s a twist to this fairy tale.
And i found myself trapped in it.
What am i suppose to do now?
My first.
And my last?

2006-09-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

Maybe she is right.
Jc just not the time.

2006-09-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Haha got tt link from zhanyong blog.21 years old???? hahaha i so old ah? lol! but ok lahh...theres quite a no. of ppl who told me that they r surprised to find me quite matured for my age. LOL! :X Is that a compliment?

2006-09-01T08:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers` Day!!

Yup. Happy Teachers` Day to all the teachers out there. Without you all, there will be no today. As in, no teachers` day holiday! heheheeee.. Thank You all teachers for this wonderful holiday! w00t!

Went back to amkss ytd.The theme for tcher is Old School or something like that. HAHAHHAA i nearly died of laughter. LOL. Ms dpa soooooooooooooooooooooooooo youthful. HAHAHAHA. Ok, I shouldnt be laughing at her "one day glory" or whatever she called it. Went to the hall first thing we reached sch, and w0oahh, we met mr soh.... in his AMKSS uniform. HAHAHHAHAHHA. He looked like a student lor and his pants look like gona drop off or something if not for his belt. So funnnyyyy!!! then nextt we saw a group of people in the hall sitting around tables. And some ppl is going up to receive some lucky draw prize..then we are like thinking..Hmm..is that students or teachers? Looking closer... HEY they are teachers wearing amkss uniform!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA LOL.

Went to say Hi to ms ng sk. Sadly, she isnt in her RGS uniform , cant laugh at her =( Then while saying hi to her..an indian YOUNG lady clad in amkss uniform suddenly say Hi to me. Then I am like..do i know this amksian? And lo and behold, it turned out to be MS DEEPA. AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHA Frankly speaking, she does look younger and i think she can easily blend in with the rest of the students with her amkss uniform if not for her 1.81m height. And she suan-ed me about my camera skills. BLEAH. Nvm its her One Day Glory,I got the rest of the 364 days to suan her back, so i just smiled and say yaya. See, jewel is so nice today. :D

Yep. chatted with ms ng sk..gave her a PINK toy flower. yuck. I dont like pink. But i gave her the disgustingg PINK coloured flower cos she loves PINK. YUCK.Haha. And as usual, her first qns when she see me is.. "Where`s your diamond?" =.=""

Then met Ms yip or rather Mrs F H Goh. Shes still the same. Person in real life, person on msn, shes still the same. First statement, "Promos coming hor? Hows your preparation?" Then second statement, " Got boyfriend anot? Is the boyfriend hardworking? Got study one anot? Must find a bf that will study one ok?" =.=" Ok lah. I spot a difference. On msn, she will advised me against having a bf but in real life, she sort of agreeable to me having a bf...with the requirement tt he will study. But I am like thinking silently, Haiyo, we are here to seee you, why ur topics so limited, if not studies then its relationship. Oh well, thats Mrs Goh for u. Oh ya, her third statement is," haha Jewel, are u very stress? U seemed to have MORE white hair" HAHAHA no comments. I know many ppl out there when they read this, they will b silently nodding their head in agreement =X

Actually, be teacher also not bad. You see, only with a profession like Teaching, then u can enjoy a near celebrity life. Like, which other profession have a special holiday dedicated to them? Then its like woah teachers are like some POP STAR lah! Students will want to take photos with the teachers. Give the teachers cards ,bears balbala. Ask the teachers for their autographs. Ask the teachers for their contact numbers. Invite them to chalets,bbqs etc. See, like some celebrity. hahahaha Maybe they should modify the slogan" Nurture.Be a teacher" to " Nurture.Be a celebrity. Be a teacher." Haha. Jk.

Anyway, went out with the rest. Dined at S11 (Lol. S11 sounded so high class) and chatted and chatted. And meirong,jessica and josephine and jancy found back their favourite pastime- the "Treasure Hunting Game" And whats the treasure? The evidences of WISDOM and MATURITY on my head. LOL! So ppl, dont be surprised the next time u see me with a woah-suddenly-so-black hair. ;) hahaha. Then we watched The Devil`s wear Prada at jubilee cos the rest dont wana go J8 or anywhere else. Hehee quite a nice show but then i dont quite see the significance of the word PRADA here. actually i can infer abit, but, i always infer too much.so...hahaha can anyone explain to me the significance of PRADA in the movie? =)

Yep. So me and meirong and josehine went to amk park near the amk mrt and we walked a total of 3 rounds cos we got soo sooo sooo much to catch up with one another. Wanted to find the xiang jiao seed (rubber tree seed) but all broken up liao. I know lah, must be yan lao shi kope all the available rubber seeds just to show us during lesson! hmpf! >.< So yeah, chatted and chatted and I became the poor victim of meirong vicious hand. Nvm nice jewel will take revenge next time (hahah talk about irony!).

"Wheres diamond?"

2006-08-26T09:32:00.000+08:00

ohhh myyyyyyy goddddd. some guys are just so shameless.. Just chatted with this particular guy X. X got 7 girlfriends but out of these 7 , he only love 1. And yes, he stead-ed with them concurrently and his 7 gfs dont mind that he got 6 other gfs.Like, what the hell, what kind of relationship is that? And what is worse is that he didnt see anything wrong with it.I am just soooo disgusted with X. And I am feeling soo soooooo damn glad that I didnt accept him even though he tried from last yr december to this year March/April. So glad that I listened to my own heart and all the advices given by people who know X. He better not let me see him ever again, if not, i think I will just give him a slap on his disgusting face.

2006-08-20T13:46:00.000+08:00

I love my blog song! hehe.. Whenever i listen to this song, i will close my eyes and immersed myself in this soothing song. Then i will feel so freeee and stress-less and trouble-less.w00t. It realli calms my soul man! Hahaa i specially like the Sopranos in this song. The high voice of the innocent young boys, really quite impressive. I like the ringing effect of theirr voice too! But i felt a little sad for these boys, it will be hard for them to maintain their current voice as they grow older..oh well. :( Hai. Why im not born with such high pitch voice too.. then i can sing to myself to release stress..lol.

Hahaa i can be a lao2 nu2 ren2

Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together

2006-08-20T07:36:00.000+08:00

wooooaah now i having thiss weird weird feeling like as though im back to the period of my sec 4 prelims preparation.. Its like im struggling to keep up with my homeworkkS (note the capital S) and struggling even harder to understand my 3 sciences and amaths because i simply dont have the 2 impt limiting factors-time and intelligence. Hai. So now im stuck at the same situation. Promos is juz 6 weeks away and frankly speaking, i know NUTS about Physic and i got alot of catching up to do for hist cos i juz duno how to do essay qns. Then theres so muchh homework. What m i do? Homework or revision? =/

Oh well.. I realised im begining to like maths more and more. After i finished each maths tutorial , dont know why i will feeel very happy then i will announce to the whole world ( actualli its onli nash and a few others) tt i finished my maths tutorial the next day.hahaaa Haiya. Physic is like maths. But why i cant even understand phy? So weird weird weird. Maybe because i didnt realli try cos i always have this pyschological thinking tt im weak in science plus i didnt even like try to attempt to do phy tutorial. lol =x

Yep. Its been an emotion turbulent week. And im glad the waves are calm now :) Hai. Realised life is like a hurdle race. Its a race because im like racing against time and I`ve been conquering hurdles after hurdles. And god knows when will this race comes to an end. Im getting tired and fragile as the lactic acid,stress and exhaustion starts to form a mountain in my body. >.<

Being student is like a profession that we have to commit majority of our time and energy to. It definitely aint easy but some ppl seems to think that student very free what, not as busy as some other profession. OH WELL like hello?!?! Maybe students of the OLDER generation can be very free. But students of this NEW generation are definitely not. We are expected to be an ALL ROUNDER, have to b good at studies,cca,cip and character, have wider scope and harder stuffs to learn/study, not to mention we have to cope with external pressure ( some parents/adults juz dont understand the rigors of jc). Then with this new iniative of TLLM kicking in, students have to learn how to be teachers too by teaching themselves those topics tt is suppose to be SDL (self-directed learning). Ya so now instead of juz being full time students, we have to be part time teachers too. =.=""

Hmm ya whatever. So went to jiamin house ytd to do WR and wooah talk about efficiency. HAHA we are almost done and will be all ready to hand up next week:D YAY! My PW groupmates juz ROCK! Hehe so after doin the WR, went to eat dinner at Mac together. So we chatted for like 1 hr on er.. ghost movies? =/ haaa

I LOVE MATHS! I WILL PASS IT. :D

2006-08-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

Stop it. Stop it. STOP IT! Can u stop letting me sit on this emotional swing? One moment u bring me all the way up, the flame of my candle strongly lit. Then the next moment, u bring me all the way down, the flame now flickering and diminishing. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO. I think this entry is clear enough. All i have said to u on Msn is not for fun and stop asking me to concentrate on my EOM so that i can sleep early. I know i cant with this feeling of exasperation nudging me at the side of my mind. I know u got your own troubles too. But really, stop it. I wasted enough water and i think my tear ducts had over exercised. ARGH. STOP IT!!! >.<

2006-08-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

Had dinner at Fish and Co instead. Hmm.. realised Ajc has changed me alot. I find myself quieter, more serious at work, and i start to think of things i seldom think about. Then today during the dinner, at first i was feeling quite bored and restless and tired. Then after that dont know why i felt so high. And i realised my mind was flooded with playful thoughts once again like when im in sec sch. And i started to talk alot...like really alot when compared to my original self in school. Though its quite true that Im still veryy talkative online, i found myself quieten alot in school. Many people who knows me kept asking whyy im so inactive now...and quite quiet too...

Then today, i dont know why, I talked alot for the first time since i enter Ajc. ppl who knew me from amkss wont think its anything surprising. But, ppl who know me in ajc, will be able to see the huge contrast. Haha, i guess it will be the first time i talked so much since i enter ajc..and it will also be the last time? Maybe until i go back to amkss then i wil get high once again and talk tt much.

Oh well..Farewell Ms tay..all the best.. we will miss u! :(

2006-08-13T08:05:00.000+08:00

I love fireworks! :D

If only i can put all my trapped agonies and stress into the firework casing. Then up it will go, high up above,accelerating with an increasing velocity and with a sudden loud BOOM it exploded into beautiful fireworks,all spreaded across the sky like a blooming flower, all the agonies and stress dissipated. Haha thats life. All of us should learn to build our agonies and stress onto the firework casing and not let it trapped inside our heart. Yeah. I learnt many things these few days or rather weeks: Learn to let go. Learn to look at the brighter side of things ( See! our agonies and stress transform into beautiful fireworks!). Most importantly, learn to enjoy life!

Yep. Had a great time yesterday. And I finally felt the depth of the bonding the aj choir ppl had. Woo~ Everyone is so friendly. Haha I realised also that zkai/guowei/zhanyong`s ah bu actually live just a few blocks away. Singapore is that small. Really. Eh nono not really. Marina South is damn big and exciting! In the middle of the night like 11.30pm, the roads are flanked with completely deserted streets with a few street lamps and fallen tree trunks here and there. Its like woahh, so deserted, so eerie especially with the tall trees towering above you and its shadows being your companion for the rest of your long journey back. And seriously, when you looked to your side, all you see is trees and more trees completely shrouded with darkness with a few occassional chirpings from the birds and crickets. Then suddenly, you spotted an empty old black car. Its head lamps looking like a pair of eyes and its windshield(the window wiper thing) looking like a pair of downcasted eyebrows. Really, it looked like an old forlorn lonely car beckoning you forward to cheer it up. So, you decided to move towards it and peer into the window.... What do you think you will see? HAHA i also dont know. Cos im not that curious. :x But if you really felt like being alone, just head towards marina south ard midnight and I can guarantee you that you wil be immersed in a sea of darkness,errieness, and of course, loneliness. Wooo~ EXCITING.

Okie. Im lazy to blog now. *Yawnzzz*

I had a great time! :)

2006-08-12T10:57:00.000+08:00

hahaa time flies. i have decided not to dwell too much into things tt is uncontrollable. So yeah been quite happy this weeek.

Hahaaa. yeah had ndp celebrations..the videos are long and draggy.lol While the videos were screening im like outside the hall playin with the balloons. Oppz :x hahaha i am so amused by the ballooons, dont ask me why.Then i became the "Door auntie" (according to uncle keith), opening door to anyone who need to go up to the stage. oh ya during the finale when the redemption played some songs, i was laughing at mr woo who was beside me. omg.He was singing to himself,swaying a lil to the music! haha so funny!So yeah it turned out to be quite successful, much better than those screwed up tech runs we conducted. Then mr patrick lim,ms siau,mr seng and i forget the other teachers` name + Vp1 came to congratulate us on the success. But sadly, tiff lost her hp.. her second lost hp in aj leh! HAI. Oh well i had never trusted Ajcians. It does seems like though ajcians are good at studying, they seemed to be compromising their integrity. I DESPISE this type of ppl. So what if u r academically-abled? If your character sux, then i think overall u just sux. =/

Then after the celebrations, had some debrief. We wanted to join our class but HAi they duno disappeared until where liao. So had lunch with weilie and his two other frens. Then after tt me and nash went to lower pierce reservoir. Wooo~~ I love nature! it simply calms my soul. We chatted for 4 hours, dipping our legs into the water and soaking ourselves in the beauty of nature. =D Its quite a happy day.

Hhaa the next two days are spent rotting and slacking. Haiya i juz dont seemed to be able to get down to do some work. oh well.. motivation where r u? Hmm.. then i m down with some stupid flu. Then my mother asked me to eat medicine..then i thought tt is qute thoughtful of her. But her next sentence left me speechless.. she said " Please eat your medicine if not you spread your flu to me how? I still need to go to work one u know. " omg. no comments.

O ya jorene is soooo funny! i missed working with her man. HAHA. During tech runs n nd preparation, both of us laughed at everyone including ourselves. LOL. Shall not reveal what we laughed at. So funny. Then she made a very curious remark ytd during guitar pract, she said tt Ken reminded her of me, juz tt im the happier one. Hmmm? Hahaha Seems like many ppl look like me hor? Got mich.Got ms-duno-whats-her-name. Got jing kang. Got zkai. Got ken. I think still got somemore juz tt i forget their names. =.=" HAHA. as what someone commented, i got an one- size- fits- all face. Very funny.

I know you will read this, Mr Tong. "If u want to see the rainbow, you must first learn how to put up with the rain" Haha thanks for your wonderful National Day present! Not trying to be sa-car-stick, but i really appreciate it alot though words dont work on me. THANK YOU! hahaha and thank you for ur freee car ride to Newton circus next monday in advance too! =D

1+1=? (^(00)^) (V) the-person-who-spilled-blue-paint-all-over

2006-08-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

Im just so useless. Theres many things i want to complete but i cant; simply because im juz so useless. I cant understand what is taught to me. I cant catch up with my work. I just cant keep up with everyone and everything.

My life is hectic. My timetable is upside down. Yet, theres many things waiting for me to complete. I can feel the stress mounting on me and the more i think of the workload waiting for me, the more i shrink in fear. Everything is just too fast. Im stressed..very stressed. Im worried i will get retain... and my family aint helping.

People always say that family are the ones who will always support whatever u are doing. But i dont see how so. Here i am so stressed, so busy, so drained up. And there they are, making things difficult for me. I wanted to stay overnight at Ken`s house to help out with the WR. And what did they do? They juz disallowed me to stayovernight. I merely asked my mother whether I can stay over to chiong the WR which is due the very next day... and what did she say? W/o even asking further, she juz gave a flat NO.

Ok nvm. Then the very fact that my lousy idiotic com juz dont have microsoft words added even more troubles. I need WORDS for WR, for national day stuff, for my homeworkS. Then whenevr i asked my father, he simply said tt this com juz dont support it. Ok nvm. Then my mother told a diff story. She told me tt my father wnated to punish me for lying tt why my com dont have microsoft word. LIKE WTH. SINCE WHEN I LIED? And even if this is a punishment, HE SHOULD HAVE THE DECENCY TO EXPLAIN TT THIS IS A PUNISHMENT AND TELL ME WHY M I PUNISHED. SO WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? THEY ARE SCREWING UP MY LIFE. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLES IT CAUSE ME JUZ BECAUSE I CANT HAVE MICRSOFT WORDS AND INTERNET TOGETHER? I HAVE TO SKIP THOUSAND AND ONE BREAKS AND LUNCH JUST TO COMPLETE MY STUFFS. THESE ARE NOT ANY FUN STUFF . THESE ARE SCHOOLWORK!!

Ok nvm. Then whever i told them I need to go blbala place to chiong my project or whatever cos its due the next day. Then they will always ask why i everything last minute. BLBALABLA. Then the latest, today theres some national day stuff and it coincide withh the bursary award. Then my father said tt WHY ERVYTIME LAST MINUTE? THIS IS NOT HOW U ALL SHOULD PLAN STUFFS. YOU ALL SHOULD FORESEE THAT THIS KIND OF LAST MINUTE MEETING IS NEEDED PRIOR TO THE ACTUAL DAY AND INCLUDE THIS IN YOUR TIME PLAN EVEN IF YOU ALL EVENTUALLY DONT NEED THIS LAST MINUTE MEETING. omg. this is just so ridiculous! Organising my life is a sort of planing. Am i suppose to BOOK A FUNERAL , BUY A COFFIN AND WRITE MY WILL NOW cos i wont know when i will die. And since Im not suppose to do things last minute and do all the above stated only one day before i die, dont u think i shld start planing my own funeral like now cos i might just die tmr? ABSURD.

This is just driving me crazy. and the reason why i suddenly burst out is because it drove me to my limits. I have been very tolerant. I have been very kind and nice and have NOT EVEN ONCE QUARREL OR ARGUE WITH MY PARENTS. How many children in this world dont even quarrel with their parents not even one time? How many children in ths world not once requested for materialistic stuff like Mp3, handphone, computer, com games blablabla? How many children in this world just let you rant on even when you had wronged and maligned them ? How many children in this world just let you criticse them and let you say that their reaction very slow, they are not as clever as their siblings [ though their results showed otherwise], and that they are useless? I can tell you practically NOONE LOR. It had been 17 years..i have been very patient and tolerating. BUT I can no longer endure this kind of nonsense. They simply took me for granted. Instead of comparing my weakness to their fren`s children`s strength, can they for once, look at what im good at?

Whatever. My family jsut dont understand me. They dont understand the rigors of the new generation. They dont understand the stress Jc life is putting me through. If i get retained this yr... my mother will just give me tt I-told-you-so look and will say tt I should listen to her and go to poly whereby poly life is more relaxing and easier for me to cope. And continued that now im wasting one year and its all my fault tt i didnt listen to her in the first place. YAYA. WHATEVER. Everytime i tell my mother my setbacks, instead of consoling me or encouraging me, she juz simply slapped me with some negative comments. LIKE WTH. I already felt so terrible..i dont need you to make me feel even more horrible and inferior.

I have high expectations of myself. I have high hopes for the future. I have the perfectionist nature in me. Everything I do, I hope to give in my best. Everything I do, theres reason for it. Now Im losing hope. I tink im just so useless. I think im just a failure. I think i just sux and shldnt have the privillege to be alive- cos im just a useless person who is wasting Singapore alrdy so limited resources.

I canot take it...i really cannot take it. If this goes on, I know i will go crazy. I know i will become suicidal. I know i will jsut have to leave this place forever. Im now feeling very stress- both mentally and emotionally. And i dont know how long can i still keep my sanity. Despite me looking alright on the surface, internally , im currently having a very fierce battle emotionally and mentally. I realli dont know whenn this battle will end....

I kept on wanting for someone to understand me, someone to take the iniative to keep things going, someone to give me hope. But I think i should chuck this thought aside.. ppl got their own troubles to handle; ppl got their got own life to run. I shouldnt be so selfish and keep on wishing for someone to do all these.Plus its torturous to wait for my wish to come true.

Yes, i have given up all hope. Now im just an empty shell and vaccum is begining to occupy my heart. So right now I want to apologise everyone. Cos in future, I might become someone who is heartless; someone void of all emotion.And i might do things that hurt others..

Ok.My tear ducts have stop working and I have just wasted 50ml of water and also wasted nearly 05minutes of everyone time reading this stupid entry. I shall end my entry now. Dont worry, I will try my best to remain optimistic and cheerful so as not to affect ppl ard me... Also, Im really sorry if I have hurt anyone with my blunt words lately.

Sorry.

2006-07-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

HAI. why isit that whenever i need to talk to someone, it juz soo happen tt everyone will be busy.. Ya so what if i got alot of frens, at the end of the day, i dont even have a single close fren whom i can really relate to. HAIYA WHATEVR. I am just a lonely girl.

2006-07-29T07:48:00.000+08:00

Yep its been a long time since i blogged. Was feeling kind of down this week over some stuffs and was trying to straighten out my thoughts . Thats why one moment i will be so quiet and the next moment i can be very high. Haha. And thats the reason why i didnt blog also. Cos i dont think its nice to let ppl read your sad life while they themselves have their own woes and stress to handle...So yeah... some pics taken with my dear pw mates!

HAHAHHAA. I like the second last pic the most cos i think it looked damn style! haha its jiamin`s idea to take in tt angle and its taken in ken`s biggest toilet. Then jiamin was liek saying his toilet is the same size as her room! WAh. Ken`s house is seriously damn big.. theres 4 toilets leh! One for his hair, one for his face, one for his metabolic waste and one for his body in general. Then the viewww from his room also very nice hor ken? Theres one big swiming pool downstair... now im begining to wonder what ken always do at home.. must be oggling at the people in the swimming pool. lol! haha i think his condo got abit of hotel feeling.. cos his house is realli very stylish and new and plus its air conditioned throughout then the balcony is very very windy! Hai.. ken is sooooo lucky! If my house is as nice as his i think i will go home everyday straight after sch to enjoy the facilities. Anyway, dont ask me what r we doing in the last pic... its jiamin crazy idea aagain =/

Okie im very lazy to blog alrdy. Congrats to all choir ppl for getting GOLD for their choir olympics!

2006-07-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

Wah making announcementt is so scary can! And standing at the podium can give one a bird eye view like so w0w.. i can seee whats everyone doing!! But as usual, I failed to get rid of my stage fright..and ya while sayin the announcement, my hand shake shook like hell and my voice sounded funny. But oh well..its an experience and thx to tiff who insisted tt everyone shld go up and say something tt i got this chance to err see the whole sch from the podium! WELL DONE ND COMMITTEE! WELL DONE NASH AND ZHENGKAI! The song is sooo w0w! And also thanks to mr woo. He had been standing at the podium with us giving us moral support. :)

So ppl, join ND SUPERSTAR now!!! and stand to win attractive prizes! Yeah. I can see many bees flying around the prizes...seee how attractive they are? :P

hahahaa. So yeah. now i have to think of what to give to Sarah the ex-treasurer as its a tradition to exchange gifts btw the ex-exco and the new exco during handover day/farewell for j2s. But what to give her leh? I dont know her well..but i know she super gentle, nice,caring,meticulous,calm and yeah 100% girly!! HMMM..

HAHA. Meirong is getting crazier by the day.woo! All amksians are crazy anyway ;) On fri, me jancy mr and jo were discussing about gab`s bdae. Then while discussing, jancy was observing one scandalous couple engaging in some scandalous and intimate actions. This guy was stroking the girl`s thigh like some pervert. Then he helped the girl to wipe her mouth with a tissue. Haiyo they are like husband and wife but HELLO this is a canteeen and not a place for this kind of M18 rated scene. Ok lah its not exactly M18 but this kind of scandal is not suppose to b exposed to the eyes of the public. And what worse is tt I KNOW THAT GUY. He is my OG mate!! Hahaha then jancy so funny, she was laughing and laughing and said tt this two couple so funny cos both of them r ugly yet they r soo scandalous!:x So dots. No comments.

Haiya. I think the container block is jinx-ed lah! U know i fell downn while leaving classroom 411. And i dont even know why i fell! >.<..Yeah so my knee bled and i nearly sprained my ankle. Hmm isit because the container bloc is jinxed? or because ken`s bag is jinxed?( i was holding his bag at tt time) ahaha jk ken! Thanks to zhanyong for offering ur cream though i dun understand why u brought so many medical stuffs to sch. :x

Woo tiff is always so HIGH and CRAZY and FUNNY! Her reaction to some circumstances really took me by surprised. Hahahaa! Really. Shes very unique. Her way of thinking is kind of diff. from the rest of the girls. And she is abit like e english-fied version of jiamin. So HIGH and CRAZY!

So yeah. Went to mich house on sat with samuel, yongkai,guan hao,daniel and cui shan. Then katat came at a later time. So we sort of finished making ms tay`s farewell present. Its kinda low cost since abt 10 ppl sharing it but tt beside the point. Its the thought and effort tt matters. =D Heh.Then we watched some videos on youtube. omg. the japs are liek so funny lah! The pranks they played on others and the games they playd among themselves are so funny! Its kind of silly but hahaha its their silliness that made their shows funny. =D

And yes. To all going to singg during Choir olympics at Xiamen, HAPPY SINGING and GOOD LUCK! Yeah, remeber to bring back some souvenirs!

2006-07-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

A picture is worth a thousand words..

After..

We will be..

for..

2006-07-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

Been very busy lately with ndp stuffs. realised Mr woo [duno what sub he teach in aj] is really like Mr tong[ex-sec sch tcher]. Both of them loooked kinda alike. Just tt Mr woo hair less mushroom-like and tt he is older,wiser,darker and his eyes are bigger. Haha both of them speaks the same way except tt mr tong is much more lamer. Then both deal things about the same way too and wth they laugh the same way. Omg they r juz so alike! But equally friendly i guess. haha

------[WARNING:The rantings below will b rather long...]---------

Haiya lifes so complicated. I feared its juz too sophiscated for me to fathom. I always find myself stuck in some undersirable position which is kind of awkward for me. And its not my fault that i accidentally bumped into this kind of situation. Like wth. I cant predict whats goin to happen. I cant predict whats goin on in other people`s lives. Neither can i predict whats goin on in other people`s mind. Just by answering one simple qns " what are u doing now?". And i will be guilty of severing people`s friendship ties. OMG. Am i a jinx or what? Ya like what ken always said, im a biatch.

Then I am aways trapped in the situation whereby i have to act like the middleman. I heard two sides of the story but i have to remain neutral about it. I hope to help the ppl ard me by telling one person the good pts of another person. But it always dont help much. Once the impression is embedded into one`s mind, its stuck there forever. Just like the scar on my left arm. Its stuck there. Forever.

And yes im playful. I like to do/say things to see whats people reactions. For the same things tt i said or do, different people have different reactions. Thats like so interesting! I seen extreme reactions from different people on the same situation. How come the same situation will lead to different reactions.How come some people are just so different from the rest? Why some minds work differently from others? Why are people so complicated? I suppose this is the unique thing about human which make us so distinctly as homo sepians and not juz any animals on the street.

HAI. I need someone. Someone whom i can always turn to. Someone whom i can share my opinions , my experience, my joy, my sadness, my story with. Someone who is willing to share with me his/her story as well. But life is so hectic. Everyone is just so busy with their own lives than to bother about others. I suppose this is the reality. This world is just too fast for us. Too fast for us to catch up with the quality time spent with our dear ones. Too fast for us to mingle with each other. Too fast for us to improve our people relationship. Too fast for us to do whatever we want. Yes. We are always coop up with doing things that the world dmands of us. But how many times did we actually stop and do things that we required of ourselves? Maybe thats the reason why people nowadays cant handle people relationship well. They are just too busy for themselves to care for the rest. People, just stopped for a moment and reflect on the people you have neglected in ur life and do the necessary measures to salvage the situation before it deteriotates any further.

If you all notice, just in our class alone, many people who are supposingly cheerful are not as cheerful as they seemed. I think everyone should juz show more concern to the people around them and not be too coop up with only themselves.Really. I felt that to a certain extent our class lack the care and concern. Plus, the people there are not exactly very sensitive to each other feelings. Hai. Sigh.. I guess this type of situation happens everwhere until everyone take it for granted that its a norm.

I missed my amkss frens especially josephine and meirong. I missed josephine`s cheerfulness and thoughtfulness. I missed meirong`s chattings. I finally realised the diff. btw Aj and Amkss.In Amkss everyone is like a big family..caring for each other. In Aj everyone juz do things tt benefit only themselves. Furthermore, in Amkss i can feel the warmth. But in AJ?

Im freezing.

2006-07-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

went ice skating today with gabriel, kelwin,fangqing, jancy and jun hong. Heh. then it so happened tt today got special promotion: $8.40 for unlimited time + skate rental. hehee so we skated from 12pm-4pm. yepps.. i love the smoooth ice but after some time the ice was so watery and rough...yucks! Found out that only me and jun hong never ice skate before...then i fell down like 7-8 times...felt so inferior and noobie and silly... =x

hahaa. then ken was there too...haiya hes so pro lah..can do all sort of things with his skates. lol. Then he held fangqing hand and fangqing held my hand..then he pull us all over the rink. so fun! after a while i rested with jancy and jancy commented tt fangqing and ken looked like a couple! HAHAHA! wee u wee! hehehe

Have so much fun today! never knew ice skating can be quite fun...but quite tiring also...=/

SPCA taken at suntec kbox:(from left to right): Samantha aka doggie aka secretary/treasurer of SPCA,me aka piggie, hui fang aka cat ,ms wang aka vp(vice president), ms wong aka pres(president), xinyu aka monkey, yunxuan aka turtle, cheryl aka rabit, xin fang aka tiger, peggy aka woodpecker. Wee! U guys rox!

2006-07-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

went to kbox with SPCA. then we sang from 2-7pm... and NO! I didnt sing. okok i TRIED to sing but erm very unsuccessful. So yeah...HAHA. I guess im juz hopeless in this kind of things...lol

Anyway, the outing was fun. I laughed and laughed and laughed...wahaha! Good exercise for my stomach muscles man! :) Early birthday to samantha the doggie cum secretary of spca and to cheryl the carnivorous rabbit! And woah, pres actualli received a bouquet of pink roses from her bf! Her bf purposely go to kbox just to give her the flower then we kept teasing her about itt. Muahaaha! Hopefully sam and the rest announce this to the rest of innova jc.Woohoo! Ok i shldnt be so bad.

So today the first day of lessons. And the first lesson of term 3 is...MATHS. Got back maths paper. You know my zodiac is S. S for Snake. Thats why my grade also S. lol! Not S for Super but S for sub pass.But im quite happy with my maths grade cos i onli studied bionomial and partial fraction [ never learn beforee at ijc thats why i chose to study these two] then the rest of the topics juz memorise formulas.

HAIYAYA. my phy juz CMI lah. like really Cannot Make It. Hai... Still remeber last time every physic exams my class average will be like either A or B. Then i think my phy teacher muz have hated people like me who pulled down the class average. While the class is rejoicing over their outstanding grade, ppl like me will be there mourning over our disastrous phy grade which is liek a big F. F for FAIL. Haiya whatever. Maybe i made the wrong choice but i still have to live with it. *sigh*

Oh ya. watched "just my luck" today after ndp meeting. Quite funny and nice! :)

2006-07-02T09:02:00.000+08:00

oh ya as a post exam treat....heres HARD GAY! And yes, i think hes a gay...damn funny shows! wahaha! http://www.youtube.com/results?search=hard+gay&search_type=search_videos

2006-07-02T08:00:00.000+08:00

woohoo! Common tests are over! Yepss CTs are like tsunami. It struck u fast and swift and before you know it, "mummy its over!"[hahaha i like this quote fromm Just for Laughs. So funny!]. Though I expected this tsunami, but i was not prepared for it [just like the case in thailand]. So up rise the tsunami and it crashed down hard on poor jewel....

Yeah, its all over. Tsunami had gone back home to sleep but what it left was nothing but a pile of disastrous aftermath eg. debrises all over, time to rebuild the buildings. Yeah thats whats my results gona be- DISASTROUS and i will have to rebuild the buildings of my various subjects too..

lol. Went out with josephine and her cousins to watchh an acappella concert at the rooftop of YMCA on Fri nite. Its like woahhh so funny! They changed the lyrics of many songs and its so hilarious! woo hoo! the performance rox man. Yep. and it so happened that some of the choir ppl r there too..lol. Josephine and I was commenting on jeremy hair which was like *BOOM* ..dont know what he did to his hair...all stand up.hahah!

Then on sat went to amkss air rod. hahah the parade so funny..first yijun keep on laughin then mr tong will also laugh =.=" then the new usm screwed up his commands. Hahaha. I bett the visitors from other schools will remember the new usm as the guy who screwed up his commands during his take over parade.lol. Yeah, chatted with ms ng sk awhile..shes still the same as ever... Then went up to the hall to watched some videos. Realised yijun and ben were realy thoughtful and sweet to their ncos. One gave them a toucing video to remeber forever, another gave them souvenirs! w00t! Oh ya, the sec 1s are getting smaller by the yr. my god saw this part A [sec1] xiao di di who is like 1.3+m? Haha so cute! Yeps. so went out with dan cs mich kt yk n les. Wanted to shop for ms tay farewell pressie but cant find the right one..oh well..

Sadddd...wont b able to go for class outing on mon cos S.P.C.A[innova frens] booked me 1 week in advance le...Yeps. So mon i think we r goin Kbox [NO!! im not goin to sing! i cant sing for nuts!]in the afternoon then hav dinner at marina ..maybe i will go over and see our class at a later time ba..haha :)

I will loveee next week. Mon and thurs holiday. Fri half day due to Moe excel feast. Woohoo! Plus, i will be goin ice skating on thurs with my Aj-amkss frens..weee! It wil b my first time ice skating hopee i wont make a fool out of myself. And, ken, if u seee us ice skating, dont laugh ok!I admit that most of us r noobs.lol

Elovyee. Oh yess, can u feel it?

2006-06-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

[ ]my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ]during the summer pretty much the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[ ]my favorite toy as a child were barbies
[ ]my favorite color is pink [YUCK!]
[ ]i love long hair[had long hair b4 bt dnt realli like it]
[ ]i love skirts [YUCK! lol i onli gt 1 skirt xcuding uni]
[ ]hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ]tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[ ]i love chocolate
[ ]my greatest ambition is to become a bride
TOTAL:1

[ ]my hair is straightened
[ ]i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[ ]i usually go shopping once a week
[ ]i love cute guys [ sadly there isnt any for me to see:(]
[ ]i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ]i want to have pink on me everyday[YUCK!]
[ ]i wish to die looking pretty
[ ]i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ]grooming is very important.
[ ]i want a wonderful wedding [lol. who doesnt?]
TOTAL:2

[ ]i don't understand why guys can shop like me
[ ]guys are stupid
[ ]my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ]i wear mascara everyday
[ ]i've been or am on a diet
[ ]i hate girls who are slim
[ ]i go online everyday
[ ]big sunglasses are hott
[ ]i have gotten my nails done
[ ]i own over 10 purses
TOTAL:2

[ ]MTV is one of my favorite channels
[ ]all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ]i love to have other girls do my hair
[ ]i give and receive hugs from all my friends
[ ]i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[ ]carnivals are so fun!!
[ ]i hate the UV rays
[ ]my swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ]i'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ]pianists are so hot.
TOTAL:1

[ ]you write me a poem and tell me i'm beautiful and i'm all yours
[ ]i am self-conscious.
[ ]i cry often [hahaa thats the result of keeping too much things to myself =x]
[ ]my car smells like vanilla
[ ]my dishes get washed more then once a week
[ ]i don't do sports
[ ]i HATE to run
[ ]i squeal when im surprised or angry
[ ]i watched every movie that Linsay Lohan starred in.
[ ]i love romance novels
TOTAL:1

[ ]Drew Barrymore is so cute
[ ]i dance a lot
[ ]i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ]i only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ]i love to get dressed up.
[ ]every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ]i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ]price on clothes hardly matters
[ ]i apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL:0

[ ]i wish i were a model
[ ]i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
[ ]i have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ]i think i'm fat
[ ]Hip Hop is the best music
[ ]i bitch about alot
[ ]i like to be the center of attention
[ ]guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ]horses are beautiful
[ ]i'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL:3

[ ]puppies are adorable
[ ]Paris is the best place to shop
[ ]i would love to visit Hawaii
[ ]Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ]Fair is better then tan
[ ]i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ]my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[ ]i love to read gossip magazines
[ ]i love to gossip
TOTAL:1

[ ]I have Stila,Anna Sui,Lancome or Chanel cosmetics.
[ ]i love Celine dion
[ ]My bubble baths are 2 hr long
[ ]my wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ]my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ]i like kids
[ ]diet drinks are the best
[ ]i'm all about being vegetarian
[ ]i refuse to eat at McDonald's
[ ]i check my friendster everyday.
TOTAL:1

[ ]My life is pink in colour!
[ ]i have a lot of jewlery!
[ ]I watch girly movies.
[ ]my screen names have x's in them
[ ]I have more than ten soft toys.
[ ]i would never want to be the opposite sex
[ ]it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ]i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[ ]i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[ ] i love tidy and clean places
TOTAL:2
SCORE:14

I want
1. Shirley
2.Jiamin
3.Ken
to do this.

2006-06-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

gd luck to me.
my mid yr gona be so screwed
and theres a possibility that i wont be able to come to school on mon.

Gd luck to all too! Mug hard....

Why are the stars dimmer tonight?

2006-06-23T09:37:00.000+08:00

yay! I finished watching the show- La Femme Desperado, 女人唔易做
Been watching this show for the whole of ths weeek!Heh. theres 22 series in it and its super nice!

Theres this character called xiao Qi,23 yrs old who is in love with a girl ,30 yrs old. Xiao Qi fell in love with that girl when he is only a schoolboy as she was his tution tcher then. Wah then he do ALOT of things just to move that girl lehh...then they r finally married.I think if theres such guy in real life, all the girls will b moved by him.

For example, he tried many ways to know his wife better. In order to experience her mensusuration cramp, he drank wine, eat sour plumes with an empty stomach- just to make his stomachcramp for the whole day. Which is abit silly...but.hahaha quite touching. Then, his wife was kind of octracised by his family for a period of time. In order to experience this kind of stress, he did many things to make ppl dislike him and hate him. Everything he did is juz to enable him to know his wife better.

The way he court his dream girl is alsoo very w0w! He became a physical trainer so that he can protect his girl..`cos when hes young,they seeked shelther under a boat when its raining. However, he got not enough strength to support the boat. So from then on, he decide to train up just for her.

Then hor, his way of marriage proposal also quite unique. About 10 years back, he carved on a stone that he will marry her. Then 10 yrs later he proposed to her three times. The most unique one is when he juz open a can of drink. Take out the metal lid and propose to her. lol! I never ever thought that a metal lid can also be a ring! w0w

The show is juz soo intriguing! Hahaa now i can focus more on my studies liao..hehe that show been a distraction >.<

the centre guy is xiao qi! The most romantic guy i ever seen.Quite handsome also =D

2006-06-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

What did you see in that picture? people is like the picture above. u will never know whether they are good or bad ..evil or good..

2006-06-21T13:28:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking alot lately. I find that my life is quite meaningless...I do things not because I enjoy doing things but because I HAVE to do it and also because I do it for others. I realised Im quite a perfectionist in nature..whatever things that I do, I will put in my best and aimed for the best. In primary school during streaming exam, I aimed for EM1 not because I desired to be in it but because thats the best i can attain in primary school. True, I got what i aimed for. My parents were very proud of me and people praised me and said Im clever cos Im from Em1 stream in a very good school. But so what? Im not happy..in fact Im quite stressed and I dont have much friends[im an introvert then].

Then I got posted to Express stream in Amkss. I was disappointed as I aimed for Special stream in a school like Cedar. Yes, my first choice was Cedar followed by Amkss. Many of my classmates got posted to very good school and I was unfortunately one of the last few in class for Psle- I was posted to a neighbourhood school. However, being a perfectionist I aimed for the best during my lower sec days. I got into the top 10 position in level ranking and got either first or second position in class. My parents were proud of me...but m I happy? No! I have no life.. I dont go arcade..I dont watch tv... I dont go shopping...I dont do things that teens like myself will do. In fact, I dont do anything tt i really enjoy except drawing in art lessons.

Then I chose to go to a triple science class 3/1- the only class that offer triple science in my school. It was seen as the best class by many and my fatherr advised me to go to tt class as he said tt i will have more choices when i go to jc. So yea.. I went to triple science class and thats the turning point of my life. Thats the point where I realised if i dont enjoy what Im doing, I will suffer the consequences of it. True enough I suffered. In my whole life, the subject I disliked and sux at is science. From primary school till now, science had been my lousiest subject. But for the sake of getting into the stereotyped 'best class', I chose the triple science combi.So my upper sec days werent very smooth. My science results were terrible and I have never felt so disappointed in myself before.

Later on, I worked sufficiently hard to change my fate. And I got into the school that I aimed for- AJC. The reason why i aim tt school is not because i think its fun but because it got a good reputation and is near my house. If the society hasnt been so pressurising and stereotypical, I could have stayed on at Innova. I liked Innova, I like my frens there, liked the tchers alot, like the school environment. However, many of my frens and my parents` frens looked down on me. Once they heard tt im from innova, they will be like, HUH? INNOVA? Isnt that a 3 yr course school? Isnt it a lousy school? I got nothing to say. I recognised that my parents werent having a good time when they told their frens that im from Innova. So, I went on to AJC and my parents were quite proud of me and many of their frens nodded in approval as Ajc is a good school. But , m I happy?

I really dont know. Whatever decision I made, I did it for the sake of doing it and for making people around me happy. I dont know how to make decision for myself. I really dont know how. Maybe thats the reason why I can never be a leader. I can only be someone at the backstage giving ideas or someone assisting the leader in executing the idea. But I can never be the one making the imprtant decision and the one executing the idea. Im such a failure.. I cant even make any impt decision for myself..Whatever decision tt I made,I did it because of others.

However, 9 days ago, I made an important decision- a decision that is well thought through; a decision that is made not for anyone else but for myself. Through the lessons taught by life, I learnt that whatever decision I made, I must live with it and most importantly be happy with it.Although some people was quite against the decision that I have made and could not understand the reason why i made tt choice, I continued to believe that the decision that i have made was the right one and i hope I will be happy with my decision and will never regret it. I truly hope so.

2006-06-17T11:54:00.000+08:00

HAHA! Ppl go on and throw the cigarette ends on the floor. Let the disgusting cockroach eat it and die of cancer! =D

2006-06-17T11:43:00.000+08:00

Operation C
I was about to go to bed when my sleeping quarter was invaded by some foreign flying object known as object C. C was huge. As in real HUGE in all caps. Yeps. It flown in through my window and landed nicely on my lime green wall next to my bed. I was wondering whats that brown colour stuff that had been such a huge contrast with the wall. SO, armed with my weapon [actually its only a poster], I edged gingerly towards that foreign article C. And I drew closer and closer to it..

RED ALERT!! After realising what is that shit -coloured stuff, I dropped my weapon and quickly rescued out my dear piggies from my bed. YUCK! I was so worried for my piggies. This huge brown disguested thing actually had a super long feelers and super hairy legs. Argh. It looked like some lecher that was about to pounce onto my dear innocent and unsuspecting piggies! Oh yes, I felt the need to save my piggies from the hands of this lecherous creature.

Yep. After ensuring that my piggies were all safe and sound in the safety net of my parent`s room, my brave and chivalrous dad decided to help me tackle and destroy this disgusting creature. So nice of my dad! Actually, I wanted to entrust this holy assignment to my brother. But, hai, he commented that the creature was too huge for him to handle. =.="

So, we marched into my room with Mr dad armed with the secret weapon- INSECTICIDE[MUAHAHHA! super strong one somemore], flanked by two bodyguards, Ms pig and Mr chicken. We spotted the unwanted creature still lurking near the lime green wall,perhaps preying on other vulnerable victims like my pillow. =/... That lechrous predator! In the face of death, its still trying to do this kind of dishonourable act. So, we decided to kill it mercilessly. Yeah, with the help of the magic finger, out shot the deadly chemicals-insecticide! It dodged,squirmed, flapped its wings helplessly and fell flat onto the floor.

Awww. Then with its body overturned, it stared at us pleadingly, maybe to beg us to rescue it. Too late. Go on and meet the devil of death. Noone could save you now, you little [oh yes LITTLE. Even though its huge, in the face of death, its so helplessly weak] disgusting shit coloured freak! MUAHAH! That ought to teach u a lesson for invading my sleeping quarter!

HAHA. So, operation C accomplished! All thanks to Mr dad and the secret weapon, insecticide! Woohoo! So I stood over the cockroach triumpantly and laughed at its pathetic plight [oh gosh, i sounded so evil and sadistic!] Anyway, its dead and very dead now. Not even a sign of life in it. Yea, I think I will leave its carcass there lying on the floor to rot as a reminder for its fellow comrades,family,friends,relatives not to mess with the Chiew household..If they dont heed this warning, then they have to suffer the same pathetic consequences as their fellow friend, Mr Cockroach. MUAHAHAHAHA!

Ok, I am not that evil actually. Yep. All members of Ms pig`s sleeping quarter observed 1 minute of silence as a mark of sympathy for Mr cockroach. And, we mourned for it and hoped it rest in peace. However, no proper funeral service or burial is to be held as Mr Cockroach is now classified under Class Operation C Prisoner Of War[though the war lasted for a few mins, it was actually very long in terms of cockroach time].

2006-06-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

Chinese homework done.
GP 6 articles + forum thingy done.
Left what?
Hmm... left one item..
TONS OF STUDYING TO DO!!!! >.< bleah... this hols juz suck.

2006-06-16T10:32:00.000+08:00

heh. went to school to hand in my chinese homework ytd. HAHA im like 3 days late.YET, when i put my hw in yan lao shi pigeon hole,strangely enough, theres all my dear classmates` homework which they handed in like last week? I suppose yan lao shi is waiting for everyone to hand in before she mark? Or maybe she had forgotten all about our dear homework =x Oh well, I handed in that crap piece of work and its like a load off my shoulder...Now to tackle the 6 newspaper commentaries...Sigh.

Oh ya, Mei Rong gave me a hamster cage for my bro`s hamster! THANK YOU! But my bro juz so unappreciative. Argh. Shall not elaborate. Anyway, yeah have a nice talk with meirong ytd...we walked from AJC all the way to AMK central..got ourselves a bubble tea each then walked all the way to the park near mrt and walked one big round before coming down to the mrt. Yeah...we touched on a rather interesting topic...muahahaa.

Hai. Supose to fly off to Beijing today..But then the tour agency called to cancel our flight as they claimed that theres not enough people in the tour group. What crap reason. =/

Hmm. Watched the Oprah Winfrey show about losing weight. Woahh its really like so inspiring! Theres one guy who is like 800+ pounds..and he managed to lose 500 pounds! The before and after him is soo different! Then theres another lady who is quite big sized... then after exercising and cutting down on carbos... shes now soo muscular! My god. She actually has a 4 pack *faint* Hahaaa I also got a 4 pack just that my stomach muscles too united liao...All joined together to form one pack. ;) Ok thats crap. Maybe I should go and slim down too... Hmmm...

2006-06-14T11:42:00.000+08:00

yay! this is now my desktop pic...:D.. Say hi to amkss 4/1^05!

2006-06-14T09:06:00.000+08:00

Nothing is more deadly than boreDOOM. and, this is the result of it.LOL! Yeah..so just ignore this post..=/

The PIG story

Once upon a time, there lived a small little piggy.. She dislikes pink colour yet ironically her whole body is PINK. She has two little brown chocolate eyes, one big pinky nose and two big pinky pointed ears.

This pig here loves shooting basketball even though the ball seems to be bigger size than her. =/..So she play and play and play and play...And thus, she is a healthy pig!

So one day, someone sent her a bottle of sweets. She decided to stop playing bball and to channel her time into eating sweets. Afterall, shes a pig...and pig eat and sleep... So the days went by..yet she had not stopp eating the sweet....

And so.. *POOF*, it became rounder and pinker! But, nevertheless, still cute! :P Being rounder is not a bad thing u know...got more fats to act as insulator. Of late, the weather been rather cold..

So whats the pig`s name? Yep..its JEWEL!

Or rather.. Da Chang Jing[jewel in the palace].

So, I crap so much..but whats the moral of the story? Yeah..dont eat too much sweets...=.="""

2006-06-13T08:35:00.000+08:00

yeah..attended Ms yip wedding at Galilee BP church a few weeks back on 3d june... and theres my goody class 4/1^05 with the happy couple! I missed 4/1!! Still remeber when we r in 3/1^04 all of us are broken into many cliques which are groups of people from the same class.. we werent very united but there comes 4/1...all the lovely memories we have together..all the punishments and pain we went thru together..Hai.. i missed sec sch. I seriously do..i dont wan to grow up..its so scary!

4/1! during last day of school with our Biology teacher Mrs rama. SAD. Mrs rama went to India with her husband already..Hai..so many teacher leaving. First is mr goh, the maths guru retiring. Heard tt he went back to malaysia to be a hunter again. Then is Mrs rama. Next will be Ms tay. :( Oh well..at least my class did Mrs rama proud by attaining our class aim: Average of A 2 for O lvl bio. yeah! we did it! :D

grad nite.... and this is half of the classs...I MISSED YOU GUYS!

2006-06-13T07:57:00.000+08:00

w0w my project work group is just so amazing!
We do work together.
We play Dota together. Actually, its only marcus and ken. haha =/
We play basketball together. hahaha! jiamin so funny ! when marcus want to snatch the ball away from her, she suddenly screamed and squat down and cover her head with her hands.lol! And, w0w ken shot in from a 3 pter mark. Marcus is just so pro though according to him he only started this yr =/
We go to Jiamin house`s downstair together. hahaha haiyo jiamin i think it wil be soo scary to go ur house at night alone.. =/
We eat together at Pastamania. oh ya, dont eat the Seafood Manic or something like tt..cos ken ordered it and its so horrrrrrrible!
We study together.
We go toilet together. hahahaha actually its only me and jiamin.lol
We crap together.

yay! i really think im very fortunate to be in the same group as them..We will get Band 1 for pw!

Im happy today.

2006-06-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

thanks alot!
Thanks to zhiyu,amanda,shirley,nash for the card + piggy!
Thanks to Ken for the hp acessory with my name on it
Thanks to 4/1^05 for celebrating my bdae with me at my hse. Thanks for the bdae cake which was baked by josephine and meirong. Thanks for the wilson basketbal!
Thanks to my parents for the Sakura international buffet treat.
Thanks to everyone who remebered.
Really..
THANK YOU!!

Shall update the rest next time ba..

I hate people who criticise others especially when they themselves are not any better, in fact they are so much inferior. U better shut up or i think i will just slap your mouth shut even if your are my brother.

2006-06-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

im feeling so hot nowadays..how i wish i can stick out my tongue too to facilitate better respiration!

Oh yeah..found a funny picture in my com [pls enlarge]:

Wah WIN le....im speechless!

If woman = problems, so is man=solutions?

2006-06-07T16:53:00.000+08:00

today just sux.
I wanted to enjoy myself.
But I cant
I wanted to be happy.
But I cant
I wanted to smile.
But I cant.
I wanted to do many things today.
But I cant.

Oh well, I m just little jewel who always dont get what she wanted.
Dont mind me. Im just venting my anger,my frustration,my sadness, my disappointment. I just feel like throwing my tantrum right now. AHHHHHHHHHH!

I so wanted to have fun today.

2006-06-05T09:52:00.000+08:00

Disclaimer: This entry will be draggy as it served for me to look back at my wonderful memories i have during Delta Camp..So it is advised not to read this post.LoL.Btw, I posted some Hotel pics at the previous post

Today is Monday-2 days after Delta camp is over and I am still adjusting to the luxury i have back home compared to in camp. LoL. In camp everything seems to be in a rush; time flies quickly; everything was done in quite a fast pace! For eg. I believed many girls set a record for themselves during showertime. haha! Some amazing feat i came across was one girl who can spend 40 mins in bathroom at home and in camp...only spend 10 mins! Then she said her mother will be so proud of her..hahaha! Oh well. those were the days...Looking back, I never regret attending that camp..its quite fun but i prefer Ab camp. Why? `cos got DRAGON BOATING and can go SENTOSA!!! =(

First day of DE- 30 May 2006
Was having mixed feeling for this camp as i thought it will be another boring slack camp whereby I will probably rot in there. But, I soon found out this was not true. So, I reached school at 7.30am and found my facilitator asking for our valuables. Then, I stupidly took out both my wallet and my hp.. Actually, I got the intention of sneaking to the vending machine for some softdrinks [ i brought $6 worth of coins for this] and gt the intention of sms-ing ppl over the night [ i even brought charger]. Oh well.. then i realised, this is not Ncc Air camp where by we, ncos [sec4] can do almost anything that we liked as long as we dont do it in front of the cadets. Haha..So, I sort of reluctantly hand my valuables over after 10mins of failure of dissuading the facilitator yongwei nt to take my valuables. =(

Then, we proceeded to the bunk 133. Yay! I am in the same bunk as the two lys- Shirley and Kelly. Heh. Then we put up clothesliner using my rafia strings and gave the rest of it to other bunks..see we r so kind! After all the cleaning and all that... theres bags inspection!! This is where my packet of Fox sweet keana kope away..=(

Heres out motto that we came up with during the games to become an effective team:

Teamwork
Respect
Unity
Effective communication
Cooperation
Understanding
Trust
Encouragement

In short: TRUECUTE. Yeah..not only are we HOT we are also CUTE! =) Go hotel!!

Wednesday 31 May
yep woke up at 5.45am..wanted to be Shirley`s alarm clock..By this i meant poking her awake..But sadly, she already woke up! =(..Have morning exercise then breakfast. Breakfast and supper actually not much difference except that supper got MILO!! Ya.. then we have our soft skills workshop: Empowerment and Conflict Managment thats where we learnt to see the potential in others and how to manage different types of ppl. Its quite interesting to a certain extent, really. Then Hotel so cute lah...during one of the break , Melvin say 1..2..3.. then everyone doink together..doink as in flopped their heads down onto the table and sleep.haha!Lazy hotel! But i like :P Then it happens that me,nadhirah and josef didnt sleep...then josef said we are the polar bears hahaa! Polar bear is a game actually..where by when everyone slp the polar bear will wake up and kill someone..then everyone slp and wake up together. then muz guess who r the killers. LoL.

Then comes games. Wahh..this game really test our cooperation,trust and communication skills.. We didnt complete the game in the end..quite sad..But really, i think that our teamwork is commendable! I felt that we are quite bonded after today..lol ..

Ya..have dinner... wah den we crapped alot..and josef always MIA..i guessed the guys are tired looking after him.lol...Then we got Movie..its called Coach Carter. I watched half of it before falling asleep..guess im tooo tired!Oh ya, we also watched a movie clip, Ryan`s Well. Its pretty inspiring.. Ryan is only 6 yrs old yet he went into such lengths to raise funds for his well which will b built at one African`s school. He really displayed our school motto: Non mihi Solum. I think many ppl ought to be ashamed of themselves...though they are older than Ryan..Many of them are not matured enough ,are not selfless enough, to raise funds to build a well for the africans. Oh well... life isnt fair.. The people at Africa dont even have clean water..yet the people in Singapore are wasting water..=/

So weird.. First ppl say jingkang looked like me then now yongwei told me zkai looked like he is my brother cos we looked kind of alike? Hmm..interesting

HOTEL ROX!

Why you all highlight this part and read?funny!
Thursday -1 june
Haha so funny! Cheryn always mixed George [yongwei] and Tony[Tau ni/soya bean] up..But really, i think they dont looked alike at all! Ya...then we have our values workshop which touched on dunking peopl/throwing cakes at ppl during their bdae, forgery and dying of hair/having mutiples earrings. So the facilitators acted out 3 scenes for us..haha. I realised Tony is super hardworking? He is like the saikang warrior..doing everytthing.. From acting out in scenes to being a faciitator to handling all the IT equiments =.=""

After that, we have SL project preparation! Wahh.. Sl project preparation really very fun man...all thanks to yongwei and tony!! Hahahaaa =D.. This is also our first touch with civilisation after so many days!

Then, we celebrated nadhirah birthday!! In fact, durin last night supper..the whole camp sang happy bdae song to nadhirah and a guy called Jonathan! yeahh... then the facilitators bought a cake for nadhirah from POlar cakes i think.. so nice of them right? :D.. Yeahh,.. Happy Birthday Nadhirah!! Sweet Seventeen!

After dinner...we have Night walk!! Heh. We took a bus all the way to Pungol Marina den we set down in this open ulu clearing [duno how they found out about this place also]...den we lighted candles and wrote comments for everyone. Yeah..in general i got two extreme kind of comments.. One is ppl saying im enthu and i lead them in the three cheers...another is ppl saying im quiet and need to be more vocal. hahaa! ok..i admit im quite quiet relative to the other groupmates..they are really HIGH and Enthu! Especially..Victoria..shes always HIGH to the point of being nutty! hahaa! Yep..so after this we walked all the way back to Ajc..in about 3 hrs or so. Haha. Wileen so good lor... past by her house...then everyone waved to her papa mama and kor kor! Why the night walk so short one...I thought it will be must longer...10km only..=/

Friday- 2 June
Today is the last day..so sad..=(.. We went for our Sl project..went to J8 for our lunch..and theres wheree I met white chess[only yongwei will know what im saying] haha!..yeah.. Finally! Good food! ahh...yummy! Then we proceeded to AWWA home and fetched the old folks to Peranakan Antique House. Yeah... I love interacting with old folks..dont know why. Then I even brought two strangers together into good friends leh... Mr Sunny and another guy..heh. They used to stay in the same district [joo chiat] but didnt realised that until today.so they chatted about their olden days and catched up with times.Hehee... Really, old folks have plenty of experiences and they are always willing to share them. But its quite scary though. I casually asked one of the old folk on the bus..whether he like it at AWWA. Then he say, yeah, life is good there but it is even better to be at home. So, theres abit of awkward silence then i juz say yeah..and quickly jumped to other topics. Then wileen and victoria sang some songs for us... Victoria gt a lovely and powerful voice..potential singer! Yep... so on the way back.. everyone was tired...Hotel and Juliet ppl slept on the bus while the old folks are still awake. Then me and my seat partner was chattig non stop..like some old friends. =D..It turned out that..he wanted to skip his therapy sesion..but our outing ended so early! Aww..so sad..=P

Yep... then we have our certs and all and have FINALE. hahahha we are so high man! dancing around the track..then they screened some of our photos. Hotel pics so little! We must be more zilian next time ok? =P

Yeah...so it ended. Wileen suggested hugging the two instructors. She said 1..2..3..then we all pranced towards them and hugged them.[supposingly]...In the end, wileen hugged yongwei and melvin hugged tony. HAHA! Looking at the two facilitators expressions.. it was PRICELESS! so funny! They are like in shock or something!

I would like the thank the following people for giving me such a memorable experience:

Facilitator yongwei: You really looked like Celestial Dog! Heh. Rock on hor.. Thanks to all the care and concern u showered upon Hotel!
Facilitator tony: Quiet and industrious tony! yeah..found out we are quite alike.. haha! Rock on too and take good care of ur health!
Wileen: haha! u r always so full of ideas! So enthu also!!My buddy!
Victoria: lady victoria you are so high [ not because im low]!! you are so sensible and nutty and insane!lol!
Lijie: Hehe.. you are quite quiet as well..but also very enthu! Thanks for coming up with the hotel unique cheer!
Cheryn: hahah! why u laugh so much? So funny lah u..always mix up tony and george! heh. continue being high!
nadhirah: you always led us durin activites! good job!
melvin: natural leader! always led us durin activites also..woo! HOTEL ROX!
jia chang: hhahaa you have so much craps! And your jokes..wahh... =.="..Thanks for entertaing us during lunchtime!
Qixiang: you are so quiet! and your laughter..so funny! heh!
Josef: you are really a nice guy. Really. Thanks for entertaining us during our bustrip with your spontaneous jokes!

Hotel: Even if the whole world stoned, we will still ROCK!

2006-06-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

HOTEL HOTEL!
5 star! 6 star! 7 star! US!
Welcome to Hotel world class US!
We areee..........
HOTEL!

Thats our unique cheer!
From the pic:
Third row- Yong wei[facilitator], Tony [facilitator],Melvin, Josef, Jia Chang, Qi Xiang
Second row- Li jie, ME!, Victoria
First row- Cheryn, Nadhirah, Wileen

US at AWWA Home during service learning..

yeah... dont know why suddenly gt a star-jump fanatic suddenly jumped up...lol

yongwei,tony,wileen and me [anticlockwise] on a bus to AWWA!

Shall blog more about delta camp next time =)

2006-05-28T08:52:00.000+08:00

Thanks to all who turned up for the guitar concert!! Thanks to all who gave me flowers too! Can u spot ur flower? =P

Yeahh thanks to xinchu who gave me inspiration. I want to announce that im NOT a 3-timer or a 2-timer.. BUT, a multiple -timer!! For example, this week, i have a DATE with guitar, a DATE with my pw grp ppl, aDATE with mrs yim and my pw grp on monday, and at the end of everyday, i have a DATE with MYSELF!! Lately, people asked me to go out with them. And, it so happened that it will crashed with some other events. Very sorrry to those who I cant go out with...Will go out another day okie? =D

Oh ya, I discovered some amazing thing!! HOLIDAY HAD STARTED! Did u all realise that? I didnt. Until someone asked me hows my holiday. LOL. Haiz. This showed that Jc life is so hectic and tiring until holiday or no holiday , our life will still be the same. Sleep Play Eat Respire Mug. Yeahh, this hols we will all S.P.E.R.M together!![pls think straight even if u aint straight =P]

Hai. heres my schedule for this hols.
30 May-2 June: Delta Camp
6-9 June: Make up lectures
10 June: Out with family. Btw, 10 june is a VERY significant day u know? If there isnt 10 june, u wont be reading this post!! =P
17-23 June: theres this song One Night in Beijing. After 23 june, maybe i can compose this song: Six Nights in Beijing!
26 June: The day the gates to hell reopen.

So, I am so gona die for my common tests! Where got time to study??!3,4,5,11,12,13,14,15,24,25 June. I only got TEN days to study + do my hw+ pw!! Someone help me! =(

2006-05-12T17:13:00.000+08:00

Ahh..tell u all a secret..im a TWO-TIMER!! Oh yes, this is very disturbing..since when have i become such a philanderer? I actually have TWo boyfriends..not ONE but TWO! First is Mr Weekend. Second,my new found bf is.... MR HOLIDAY! Flirty Jewel. HAHA. =/

My napfa is finally completed and i would like to officially declared COLD WAR with Mr Sit and Reach. Thanks to him, the reducing agent,my GOLD is reduced to a silver last yr. And this yr, this wonderful magician, with a word 'WALA', it changed my GOLD to a miserable BRONZE!! AHH! Now i have to come for re-training during June, retake my napfa during July and attend afternoon PE as usual. Poor Jewel..[ppl , feel free to give monetary donations to Jewel]>.<

Attended the choir concert ytd at Singapore Conference Hall. Met up with hui fen,jessica and josephine before hand and dined at Mos burger at Raffles city. We bought a cute toy flower for our dear Mei Rong..ahhaa so cute! :D Hui ting wanted a blue rose...but Raffles city doesnt sell any blue rose!! So, while the 2 Js and 1 HF is eating, i walked all the way to marina square to get the blue rose and a red flower. I think its an amazing feat u know.. cos i spend only 25 mins to walk to marina and back and to choose flowers.!! =P

The choir concert is hmm.. SHOCKING!! I have only been to amkss choir concert...and all they do is just sing and full stop. Then, this AJc choir, nearly caused me to have heart attack. Suddenly,they stamped their foot, snapped their fingers, clapped their hands, and i dont know whether do u call it singing or screaming at the top of their voices with a super high pitch! WAH, scary! But, its a very nice performance, i enjoyed myself very much =)..haha some of the songs are really goood, making my hair stand and my heart to...i duno how to describe it...but it feels weird.Oh, i know liao... AJ Choir, the molestors!! They TOUCHED my heart!! Heh. After the whole performance, took some photos, gave some flowers, and say hi to some people..loL. Oh ya, my amksian frens say jing kang look like my long-lost bro? Hmm..interesting observation ..HAHA!

Hmm. I realised, the more cheerful a person APPEARED to be, the more troubles he/she have hidden in her heart. Oh well, one day, all the hidden emotions will bound to merge into one evil fire ball and scald everyone..

The world is full of colours. However, I realised, I have become colour blind.

2006-05-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

im so pissed now. WTH. I just dont understand my parents. When im in sec school, whenever i have camps, activities to organise or cip, they will ask me.."ISIT COMPULSORY? WHY MUST U DO ALL THIS? DONT DO LAH, LET YOUR FRIENDS DO LAH. DO SO MUCH FOR WHAT?"... My parents just dont understand. I dont do things just for the sake of doing it. I dont do things for credit. I dont do things just because my frens are doing it. They just dont understand me enough. I do things because I have interest in it. I do things because I believe in it. I do things because I believe in giving my best and gaining experience.

And, today, when i told my father I am going for choir concert next thurs, he asked me," WHY ARE U GOING TO SO MANY CONCERT?SINCE ITS NOT COMPULSORY TO GO, YOU ARE NOT OBLIGED TO GO U KNOW. SO WHY DO U NEED TO GO?"...I had it. I gave up. Im so NOT gona explain to ppl why I do whatever im doing. Somethings, parents will never understand. They just dont understand that whatever I do, I do it because i BELIEVE in it . I HAD ENOUGH.

My parents always have this " If possible, let others do it, dont do it yourself" I felt ashamed. I felt sad. This SHOULD NOT be the attitude. I never believe in that statement. If everyone is to do that, what will happen to this world? Comfirm 100% plus chop, C-O-L-L-A-P-S-E.

HAI. Im sorry. I know its bad of me to say that of my parents. I know they love me. But, they jsut dont understand me!

Pissed. Ashamed. Sad. To sum it all up, I am DISAPPOINTED!

2006-05-06T08:01:00.000+08:00

eh people, i got something to annouce. I found my love one already. YES. I got a boyfriend... =D However, one weeek, i only can seee him TWO days. So pathetic right. Hai...nvm... i will look forward to that two days then. Absence makes the heart fondier.. I guess i will treasure him more during that two days.=P This guy here..i think everyone also know him ba..as in really EVERYONE.

GUESS HIS NAME!! (hint: theres 7 letters in it) Shall reveal his name at the end of this post.HEH :D

It had been a busy week... So i shall just list down the KEY highlights.

1] PI[04/05/06 <--nice no.!]
YES! PI IS OVER!! yay! muahahahas. I last minute edited my PI in school due to the fact tt ive been havin fever the past few days. But then, theres still GPP! BOO! >.<

2] 2.4km NAPFA Run[04/05/06 8.22am]
I simple LOVE the alphabet A.
A for APPLE [i love apple chips]
A for ATTITUDE [haha..i will show my attitude when im v.unhappy ;)]
A for AMIABLE [YEA! thats me!]
A for ANDERSON jc[ where my wonderful class 22/06 is borned]

No lah. my timing not v. fantastic...still lose to my sec 1 timing.. WTH. How i wish my timing is 13mins 13s ..the number so nice! but then i walk and walk..tt why gt extra 30s !!!>.<

3] Physic test [ 05^2/06]
Needless to say, its a F. Not F for Fantastic. BUt, F for FAIL. BLAH.

4] EXCO interview [05^2/06]
This interview can b counted as my first proper interview ba. weird. Last time i interview ppl now i m interviewed. haha. Anyway, my interview wasnt too bad..better than i expected. Maybe got a lil hope..

and yah.. whats my bf name???:P Doubt u all can guess it right..
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ ..His big name is... WEEKEND!!
Yeps. I love weekend!!

2006-04-30T09:18:00.000+08:00

People always say after a rainstorm theres bound to be a rainbow. True enough, i saw the rainbow... I saw some colours in my life!

Yay! Lifes great. Ajidol was great! Dance concert was great [x infinity][Hope u see this Josephine aka Ne Zha, cs and jancy]! Guitar IS great! `cos im gona performm on 26 may at the Aj Auditorium[start at 7.30pm]!!!! COME SUPPORT GUITARR OK?!?! the ticket only cost $5 =D So for $5, u get to listen to about SIXTEEN great songs including peices like To Zanarkand the FF song, FF 10 piece, Maliendo cafe [ this one gtabit of drama of which Zitong is acting in. Ha!] and of course Love Story [ consists of 28 guitarists...im one of them :D].. Ya.. since the opportunity cost u will incur is low or practically near to zero, so MUST SUPPORT GUITAR OK? Anway, the concert is on friday, last day of school! So take this chance to let down ur hair . Heh.

That aside, i enjoyed myself these two days. met up with my Amksian ppl at Victoria concert hall. haha everyones still the same. Nothing change. :) The dance was quite interesting. It depicted our life and our emotions. At the begining i cant understandd the dance, but then i gradually learn how to appreciate Arts.. Then theres this part where the J1 performed as lil stars ...we were playin 'spot Josephine' game . then we were saying..the most lag one muz b her . Iknow lah..we r bad ppl..but its partially true! After the performance, gave them the roses and took some pictures den we headed on to BK for supper!

hMm. Oh ya.. we now got THREE class leaders liao. Its Nashita, shirleyy and Zhengkai! Hahahaa Please be GOOD to us ok? =D

Thats all for my post. Got lotsa things to do and tests to study. i tink i will fail my common tests cos it so happen thatt im gona b real busy for guitar durin the next few weeks. HAI.

2006-04-27T18:59:00.000+08:00

wahh.. today is a SCARY DAY! Recently, it had been raining and raining! Now i know why. Its a signal. Its a warning. Its a BAD OMEN!

Firstly, we were slapped with some awkwardness during GP lesson. Ok,its partly our fault. And, I must admit, i contribute partly to it by failing to complete my work due to my forgetfulness. But, HAI, its SCARY u know. One moment its like a calm blue sea glistering beautifully under the sun like some myriad of diamonds. Dolphins gleefully leaped out of it before gracefully landing back into the sea. Another moment, this innocent blue sea has transformed into a dark stormy sea, throwing its tantrum around and trying to capsize some innocent looking boats. Ahh... scary! Its so like..unpredictable! Of late, Ive been looking out for some signs of a possible change in the condition of the sea, however, i failed to detect any! Maybe, my observation skills has deproved :( Time to sharpen and hone my skills! =P

Secondly, this chiense teacher of mine is...soooooo scary as well! Its like the element Potassium. Highly reactive. Just a slight shake and it will EXPLODE! Btw, i dont mean the diluted potassium solution in sch labs..but the concentrated ones in scientific labs.

Scary! I hope i dont get anymore shocks today.. im such a frail-hearted girl :(

2006-04-23T09:26:00.002+08:00

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius

Your General Knowledge is Genius

Wah lau...lK below average... but its kinda true.. HAHA. Thats explain why i cant do well in PHYSICs cos its too logical for me! not tt im illogical lah.. =/ Im more to the arts side...=x

Guess my IQ level!

2006-04-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

and heres my weekly post again.

Today, i woke up at 5.30am with the intention of taking an early bus to interchange so that i can reached sch at 7am. However, my plan didnt materialised. Something happened in the morning and i know its a sign of bad luck. Firstly, i waited for 25 freaking minutes for the bus! Usually just 5mins will do. In the end i ended up reaching school the normal time. =( Secondly, while waiting for the bus, i didnt know im soooo lovable to the extent that a BIG and BLACK moth kissed my right eye! YUCKS! DISGUSTING!BAD OMEN!

True enough, today turns out to be a not-so-good day. Our Sudoku stall made a marginal loss of $9..HAI But, nvm lah, games stall cant earn much anyway..hahahahas.. Mr lim our phy tcher came to our booth and he is so funny can! he finished his first puzzle in 42minutes . Then he say he is merely warming up, the next puzzle [lvl 4] he say he will finish in 10mins...and guess what? 1hr later he came back saying he give up and took another set of puzzle. Oh ya, while he is doin his puzzle...he took off his shoes!! Btw, he didnt wear socks so.... errk =/... HAHAHA! Then while he is doing, he think so hard, his whole face so red..and he loooked as though he sitting for exam! So funny!..haha..

oh ya.. begining in the morning..we did some advertising..ahahha.. Shirley wore the paper with the letter S, Zhiyu for U, Sihui for D, me for O [`cos O is e nicest among the letters tt i did], Ahpek smurf for K and nashita for U.. yaaa... these letters are proudly made by me,ahpek smurf nashita and jiamin. HAHA. We even took photo of our letters...Then when we enter the AJ square, we walked ard in one str line so tt ppl can see our SUDOKU..Funny! However, our advertisement didnt worked well...oh well.. loL.

Mrs yim was funny today not that its anything unusual or special..cos she is funny everyday!.. HAHA.. she was taking photos of 22/06 and she looked like an excited kid! hahahahahaa.. Heh. our class sadly, made a loss of $9 today... Nvm lah, what matters most is tt we have fun~..yeah i have fun killing mybrain cells over the puzzle today! hahaha

In previous post ive mentioned, I have two words for you. Whats the two words?
The answer is: Two Words.

Haha! What i want to say is, someimes, things are just as simple as it is. Thers no need to think so deeply to complicate eerything...In the end, you might not get the correct answer !

2006-04-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

i know i know..recently, im so lovable! I attracted ants, attracted mosquitoes, attracted RAIN!! (YES! i got drenched from head to toe! hmpff)...and today, i attracted PAINT!. =(

Mr Paint gt a weird way of expressing his love for me...he stuck himself onto my UNIFORM and Deuter bag!!!! my poooooooor bag!! its BRAND new!hai.Nvm. My fault. I didnt check to seee that the paint is dry before leaning against the wall... bad luck for meee... ARGH!

oh yaa..gt back my zhuo wen on Wo De Ren Sheng Guan <>..and surprisingly, i PASSED! hahaha yaaa..whats ur Ren Sheng Guan?

To me, life is short. I would like to try as many things as possible to gain experience in this short time frame. Maybe thats why i participated in many things, however i soon learnt that i excel in none :( I also follow this little principle of mine- that is to always be HAPPY and also to make my friends happy as well... However, i guess im not a good friend. The friends ard me dont seemed to be happy... HAI...feel so helpless!

I have two words for u. Whoever can guess what is this two words, is PRO!

2006-04-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

theres many things thats related to 7.. theres 7-11, 7-up, 7 days in a week, se7en[ the singer], 7ty-7 street etc.

So, to keep up with the increasing 7 list ...im gona introduce... the 7s about MYself... so if u dont wan to know more about me..kindly press the X button on the top right hand corner.

BUt.. i know u ppl care abt me..soo yeah..

7 random facts about me:
Superwoman [yah, those who can survive in Singapore education system must be super u see. have to juggle so many things in one go!]
Evil [muahaha!]
Victim.. of life[ I always got bullied by ppl one...poor jewel :( ]
Emerald [thats why my name is JEWEL]
Nutty![yes! im a bit crazy..heheeee]

7 qualities I want in potential bf:
-Friendly
-caring
-easy to talk to
-understanding
-able to stand my crap[sorrie hor..i eat alot of crabs..thats why im so crappy]
-love me :P
-GIRLY![ heh!..i didnt define my bf.. bf= best friend..which i alrdy have a few :P]

7 things that scare me:
onee. Failures
Twoo. Loneliness
Three. Height
Fourth. Public speaking
Fifthhh. Falling down
Ssixxthh. Pain
sevennthh. MYSELF

7 things I like most:
`myself [yeahh ..i love MYSELF]
`dark chocolates[the more bitter the better]
`chatting on msn !!!
`crapping
`observing things [eg. ppl behaviour/character! :P]
`FRIENDS
`Cars [i.e. Lancer and porsche!]

7 things I say the most:
*HAHA
*LOL
*HELLO!
*sian
*wahh
*hmppff
*idiot

7 [times 1/7]people I want to do this too:
- A person called.....
EVERYONE!

For those who read till here, im truly touched...cos it proves tt u care about me! HEH!

2006-04-18T18:37:00.000+08:00

miss me ppl?even if u say no, i know u do ..in ur heart :D
yep...been a hectic week..

Friday (14 april)
YAY! HOLIDAY! i spent my day meaningfully withh S0632A in the morning and 4/1^05 in the afternoon! went badminton-ing withh 32A..and the two Ws- Ms wang and Ms wong! Togethr, we r called the S.P.C.A with the ms wong as President and ms wang as vice.. as for me... im... sad to say... reduce to a PIG!(^(00)^)<-- oppz, my pig look too happy than intended =x wahh really miss INNOVA.. and really miss S0632A =( *soB* ..dont know if i made the right choice of coming to ajc..but..hai. i have reached the pt of no return... niwae went to gab hse for 4/1 gathering... we have lotsa fun there!! his house gt a mini home movie system.. so we watched some movies togetehr! dont worry, its not porn :P FUN FUN FUN!

Saturday (15 april)

Was on my way home on the bus when suddenly.. THUD! something smashed against the window right behind me. I thought somee tree trunks or something have fell as its been a stormy night..but NO! its some jokers throwing junks of ice at the window..!!wah..now i know whats the similarity btw rioting countries and singapore...Bothh countries have ppl throwing something at passing busses..except tt one throw stone..another...erm.. ice! =x These youngsters they think they are cool but seriously, i dont think they r any better than any hooligans. HAI. KIDs.

2006-04-08T13:02:00.000+08:00

have guitar practise in the morning today! the nus guitar club chairman came down and gave us guidance on our piece Love Story..we finally played as a j1 guitar ensemble together!!!!!!! so nice can!! heh heh heh =P Maybe if we keep up the good work, we can get to perform durin the guitar concert! :D

hehee later gona celebrate mei rong bdae with the rest @ PS at 5pm...so now rotting..

For those who r feeeling extremely bored and nothing to do... visit this site
www.assassinsaveme.blogspot.com it will help to kil 10mins of ur time! Enjoy! =)

2006-04-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

time flies. one week is gone before i know it...

WED
PE is so 'fun'! got a sadistic teacher mrs toh for PE... started off with 2 rounds warm up as usual (no big deal ,will know why later). Next, we do 3 sets of pulling ouselves up the inclined pull up bar and hold it there for 15s (her counting!!) Then, we do 3 sets of holding ourselves there at the IPU for another 15s... lastly, we hang ourselves for 15s..this time at the PULLUP bar. *faint* my hands gona have blister liao.. then we ran 3 rounds of sprnting..each round with time limit of 2mins30s ..those who exceed muz run extra round. =x I think the teacher is training the girls for NS!!!! >..< I MUST get sILVER or BETTER for napfa!! Everytime sit and reach pull me down..:( Hope my sit adnd reach can get at least a C..den mayb i can say hi to GOLD award :D:D [ my goal ok!]

THURS
went back to amkss to get our cca record sheet printed. Apparently, mr ling harddisk kena virus then almost all our cca records gone.. So, he didnt print for my cohort. Those who wan it, need to claim it from him urself. Then, mr ling offered to drive our record sheets down to AJC to pass to mr lim (hod of pe) to pass it to our PD tutor.. so nice of him right? hope he remeber though..heard tt he gt bad memory...

after tt went to SAJC LIFE CONCERT to support our fren, Jessica! :D... SA is like so big and everythign is new!! then, the people there are like so friendly and cool!!!! When compared to SA, AJ is like the countryside ppl while SA ppl r lik those living in town. The atmosphere totally differnt... how i wishh Aj can b like SA...Im not asking for a new building... but hope AJ ppl will b more hyped up.. AJ life is so damn sian can! while SA life seems intriguing and interesting enough =/.. yeahh,.. after concert when to have dinner with the rest + mei rong..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI RONG!!!!!! 17 yrs old liao!! wee u wee! Old girl! HAHA

FRIDAY
I realised something... my pd tutor Mrs yim can SING!!! I think she is damn good at singing lah..every morning i will listen to her sing the national anthem..she gt a pleasant voice...lol... I suspect she is from choir last time.. shall ask her about this next week :D

Took my FIRST maths test in AJ- FUNCTION! Quite easy, BUT i super careless..so end up juz manage to scrap a pass =/ Hai...

QNs: WHat did one plate say to another plate??

ANs: Lunch is on me.
(Qns contributed by Kelwin saw)

2006-04-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

ahhh..PI PI PI PI [prelimiary ideas for pw].. tomorrow must hand in PI yet i haven started on my 500 words essay yet. I think i cant even reach the 500 words limit..=( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Inspiration where are you??!?!! I KNOW! Must be in the toilet!Bye ppl i go pay a visit to the toilet liao..zzz

2006-04-01T12:42:00.000+08:00

"Darling, I am sure u love me dont you?Can I strip you?" I asked, fixing my gaze intently at my dearest while waiting for his reply.

Silence.

"I take that silence means consent," my eyes sparkled with delight and my restless hands, suddenly energized, set down to work gleefully. My hands worked at such a fast pace that amazed me tremendously.

One by one, i took off my dear`s pocessions, striping him of everything he could ever have while my hands shook with excitement. This is the first time I am stripping my darling and i found myself staring keenly at his naked self, heart pumping rapidly. My dear looked so handsome lying on the bed. I hoped with all my heart that my darling will belong to me forever and ever. Even so, i would chained him to my heart and never will the key to the chain appeared again.

Life is good. I have everything i wanted. My dear is my everything! Walking towards the door of my room, i turned back and all i saw was my guitar lying on the bed. Yes, thats my darling guitar! I have just stripped my guitar of all its strings. Haha. One of my guitar string broke, so I am thinking of buying an entire new set of strings! =)

Anyway, happy april`s fool everyone!

2006-03-31T18:32:00.000+08:00

Today is I & E day [ Innovation and Enterprise Day] whereby teachers of various departments will set up booths for us to play and learn.So, we got our day freee from ALL LESSONS :P but we have to follow the structured itinery for our class =/ I love the maths booth in the air conditioned hall. You know why? `cos the superb group of seven[me,sherly,zhiyu,amanda,cindy,sihui,nashita] won LAYS in the hopscotch booth! YAY! But seriously, i think the maths booth is by far the most interesting?

Anway, on a sad note, Nashita lose her Motorola V3 black phone in the hall. She must have dropped it at the hall and some disgusting dishonest lad must have kapo it and claimed it as "finders keepers". Hai. I thought Ajc will b like quite safe and all since thats where nerds are nurtured. But , well, argh.. im disappointed.. =/ Cheer up Nashita! Losing things are part and parcel of life!

Continuing about the I and E day, i think the most un-engaging booth will sadly be the economics booth. We played some 'chicken run' game whereby two person standing opposite each other about 20m apart have to run towaards each other. The one who swerve, dodge, chicken out , will b the loser. So, it ended up being a 'chicken ram' game whereby two guys ram against each other. VIOLENT! NExt up, we played a capital B game [ B for boring]- 'prisoners` dilemna'. Its like damn lame lah. Ok, game cant walk, so i understand..=/ But, really, the weather is cold enough thank you very much!

Then, we proceed to physic labs for some interesting experiements like radio waves sensing. Theres this radio wave sensor connected to the computer whereby a programme is ran to interpret the frequency of the rdadio wave. And, it was found that Starhub has the smallest radio wave[ meaning, the reception is not very good] , while MI and Singtel got good reception. So people, u should know which line to sign up for now...its scientificaly proven ok!I want to visit the 'sexy cleavages' booth in bio lab. BUt, unfortunately, im not a bio student now..ARGH! WASTED!:(

Lastly, we got debrief. And, our class is pretty honest about their opinions i.e we admitted that the I & E is pretty boring generally.Anyway, this is the first time the school is holding a I&E day..so yeah, its not bad for a start =/ But then hor, i think its pretty hurting for the teachers to hear that we students didnt find the I&E enjoyable. Afterall, they generously pumped in quite alot of efforts.However, honesty is the best policy! So, ya, cant go against our moral values and spin a lie , even if its a white lie, can we?

Hmm. Have guitar practise in the afternoon. I LOVE GUITAR ! But then, my poor third guitar string SNAPPED! Its like playing halfway, then 'piak', followed by a little vibration of the E note which echoed eternally in my mind. My poooor string...I will giv u a proper burial, dont worry! =(

Qns: What string does a guitar like?
Ans: G string. [ the 6th cord that plays the low G note] HAHA

2006-03-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

:( My legs are protesting. They dont follow my orders anymore- they just simply too lazy to move even one step!Maybe, they dont like me anymore =(! So, here I am, sitting on a comfortable chair with my legs stretched out on another chair, pampering my taste bud at the same time with icy cold drink =P

Haha. No lah, my legs still like me. Nono, they simply LOVE me! So, u people out there, dont ever insult my legs by calling me LAME ok? My legs can still walk thank you very much =D. So yeah, I ran in the 4 x 100m heats during PE today. And, I am so proud of my team[ me,shirley,amanda and nashita!]. haha. We werent the first. But, we werent the last either! =P Actually, I am quite proud of myself too! (hey, people need some morale booster at times too ok! so dont say im BHB or thick skinned) I am the first runner and i managed to came in first or second among the first runners .Not bad for someone who havent exercise for ages! ;) We came in fourth same as cindy team and one of the guys team. And, can u believe it, one of the guys team got second leh w0ot!But, unfortunately, two of our class guys fell down =/

Then, we continue with our friendship day poster [Britan and Spore ties] and discuss about family day after physic make up lesson. Our class is doing FLOAT!! Wee..i LOVE float!

And, yah. Im POOR. POOR financially and mentally. With all the TYS, MATHS fund, CLASS fund coming along, i found out that i have lost approx. $30!!! Then, all the activities jc lined up for us, have drained me mentally. Oh..please donate to pooor Jewel. Unfortunately , she cant sell herself..so pls dont suggest that.=x

Qns for the day: Why is physic make up lesson so VAIN?It actually applied MAKE UP! Natural beauty is a virtue. TSK!

2006-03-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm. The situation getting warmer and cheery now in 2206 (ps. This is not a code number..its MY class).And, I know quite a few people and their names already!=P Eh, remembering 23 names is no easy feat for a senile girl like me ok! Hahaha

Anway, i made an "interesting" observation. Those guys that wore formal clothes (i.e shirt + long pants) but are carrying a backpack, are likely to be a teacher! =/

What did the banana say when it pick up the phone?

YELLO! (sound like yellow)
So, yeah.. Yello everyone!

2006-03-28T16:13:00.000+08:00

school been all right. BUT, theres sooooooo many things to do =/
Anyway, love my cca. Guitar ensemble rocks!! :D:D

2006-03-28T16:11:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin for suchhhhhhhh long time..miss me? :P

heh heh.

2005-09-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since i last updated. -Prelim-ing in progress-

Anyway, heres some website to loosen up abit...

http://www.flashflashrevolution.com/index.php?module=PostWrap&page=indexwrap3.php
- for those who like DDR(dance dance revolution), this is an alternative to it; FFR(flash flash revolution)..but its the same la..:x

http://www.realgamez.com/inde.php
- Just a website with lotsa games to destress

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http://www.compfused.com/
http://gprime.net/video/
http://www.crapville.com/videos_index.asp
-in these three websites beholds fantastic videos!! watch it!...

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http://www.crapville.com/video_holder.asp?ID=503
-Some Asian girl lets these guys put a nylon stocking on her head and pull her face back to look like a pig. Funny!!!! i cant stop laughing lor..lol..the girl`s face damn hideous!! go watch it!

http://gprime.net/video.php/lotrthetruestory
- LOTR!! but in another funnier and er..dirtier version!...not porn though..lol..=P

http://gprime.net/video.php/pentricks
- PENTRICKS!!! damn nice i tell u!!!...style!!=D

http://gprime.net/video.php/robotdance
- Robot dance! please watch this!!...that guy realli damn flexible!w0ot!

http://gprime.net/video.php/crazyunicycling
-Unicycle stunts!

http://gprime.net/video.php/foottricks
-hMmz..football dance? ;x

http://gprime.net/video.php/thenextjordan
-my idol can! small kid yet can chop 18 balls straight into the bball hoop..and he is so er..small size..:X..little jordan!

http://www.compfused.com/directlink/574/
- SAND ART! damn nice....if NOMAD amkss can produce this, it will leave many in awe...

ok thats all for now... -back to study-

2005-09-01T09:50:00.000+08:00

I`m here to say Happy Teachers` Day! Today, we must thank our dear teachers for the care and concern they have given us for the past 10 years of our education. We have invested heavily in our education for these 10 years all in the light of scoring well for national examinations and have a better future for tomorrow. Our teachers though not obliged, have been very understanding and supporting. They serve as a guiding lamps for our journey on the rough seas and continue to be the very one who helps to mould our future. So, today we MUST thank our teachers irreguardless of how eccentric they are, how mean they are, how tormenting they are, how cruel they are, how slack they are, how fierce they are, how generous they are (in terms of homework). And, of course, we must thank them for letting us have the TWO DAYS of HOLIDAY.

Thank you teachers! Now i have more time to study for my social studies! lol

2005-08-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

prelim is like 2 or 3 more days??....and my mock exams are all a bunch of shit! stupid school..give so many papers and so many mock exam...so what r we suppose to do? do the papers? or study for the mock exam? or follow our own study schedule??? Idiotic...and they onlie terminate the extended lesson this week! realli idiotic....!sorrie..not in a good mood...was being cynical lately..haiz... must b the evil doings of the prelims!

I think i shld start making frenz with F9,E8 and D7 as after all im goin to meet them quite frequently real soon...

2005-08-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

ohh...cursed the freaking headach..its killing meeeeeee!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! one thing that remains hopeful is that..theres a slight possibility that i might not appear in sch tmr...thanks to this headach of mine... =D.. a SLIGHT possibility is better than NO possibility :Xx

Do you know...?
- Hitler has only one testicle
- Pig`s penis is the shape of a corkscrew
- Iguana has two penises
- Billy goat urinate on their head thinking that it added extra fragance to attract the female goat
- Cattle is the only animal that can pee backwards
- Eagle engage in sexual intercourse airborne

thats what happen when ur brain is fried... your brain cells get distorted and you look up this kind of crap! ahh....my mind is sooo polluted now..hai..pooor me..im such a naivete then....now i have lost my innoncence and ignorance on such ... topics :Xx... i found out many interesting facts today too..but too lazy to list everything out..Zzzz

2005-08-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

ah..too lazy to blog..lol..Hmmz, i got an A2/merit for O chinese.Ahh..sandwiched in between!! Not sure whether to retake or not..what a dilemna..but after talking with lao da, he had me convinced to retake and asked me not to study...lol.. because after all i had alrdy secured an A2..so retaking is a matter of trying out my luck to get an A1..=.=
Prelims is in a matter of er..5 days or so? w0w? and i havent really started studying? My amaths i think really CMI lor.. mock exam..paper 1- 32/80 and paper 2- 23/80..=X..wonderfool! Guess only a miracle could get me a L1R5 of 12 or less ba? haiz..
studying is so fun! The more u study, the more u feel the sense of satisfaction and the more u are addicted to studying!yea...so..start studying now! :Xx
-Live to study,study to live-

2005-07-24T19:48:00.000+08:00

lol...now i reading the book... "The diary of a young girl" - by Anne Frank...is about this girl who is a Jews. Then, when hitler invaded Holland, she and her family have to go into hiding at her father`s factory.They built a bookcase which act like a door leading to their hiding place where they spent about 2-3 years there living with another family and their friend Dr Dussel who is a dentist. So basically, the book is a true personal account on how she n her family plays hide and seek with the Germans. Sadly, their family got discovered by the Nazis and she died in a concentration camp in Bergen-belsen , Germany at a mere age of 15 !.. so sad.. quite an interesting story though... i must start treasuring the peace in Singapore and not to take it for granted..is terrible when war is concern... simply awful especially when u r enemies of Hitler (though now not possible)....

2005-07-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

wahahahs! i escaped from the Veridian Room in 20minutes!!! yay! heh heh... well.. this is my second try...HA!.tis game was introduced by tong de..then first time i give up after 20mins.... den he dun wan to give me hints lor..got la..he onlie give me one tiny hint :x!!! bleahz.. den duno why today..must b my lucky day... tyco-ly escape from tt room..the ending very lame... flyy away ...Zzzz.. haha... i beat tong time record ..he spend 50mins on it... yes! can suan him le... :P jk..

http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/viridian/index_e.php
thats the link to tt game!! go try go try!! Gogogo.. =D

http://flash.qbol.net/pl;p/youxi/images/04042203.swf
go try the crimson room also!! this game..i spend about 30mins...tong spent 20mins..den still say..."very long hor?"... haha..but i wont let him gloat over it..so i juz say..."ok la.." =.=""

tt all folks...time to start on my hw le... tata :) heres some quotes to think about..
" try not, theres no try"- Master Yoda- he rox!!thats the onlie character i like in Star wars other than Darth Vader.. =D
"Is not the start of an ending but the end of a beginning"- Winston Churchill

2005-07-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

33 days to prelim!! =(... Heres some site to de-stress!..though some may be lame... :x
http://www.drakeshangout.com/flashtoons/page1/motivation.htm
-a flash song to motivate ppl...so please turn up your volume before visiting this page :)

http://www.sithsense.com/flash.htm
- get darth vader to read your mind! quite accurate..

http://www.storewars.org/flash/index.html
- a subsituition for starwars... some say is funny..some say is lame... watch it and judge it urself!

http://flash.qbol.net/pl;p/youxi/images/04042203.swf
-visit the Crimson room and try to escape from tt room!(haha..i found 12 items... the last item is a screw driver hiden in the save to unlock the door...but cos the numbers to the save is not available..so the save cant b opened..)
If you found :
0-6 items, your IQ is very low, total idiot
6-8 items, Low IQ, u r an idiot
9-10 items, u r normal
11-12 items, your IQ is high, above the average.
13 items found and get out of the room, there are less than 4000
people in the world can do it!

http://www.fasco-csc.com/works/viridian/index_e.php
-a MUCH harder version of Crimson room..requires u to make full use of the items found..( onlie found 14 items..and gave up after tt..)

http://www.njagyouth.org/colortest.swf
- test your left right brain cordination.. ( got full marks for this...no kick! =P)

http://www.drakeshangout.com/2061.html
-watch hitler sings!! cool man!!

hmmz..tt all for now... some of the sites r contributed by email.. two or three by lame tong n some i jus happened to came across on the net... yea.. Enjoy!

Ps: goood luck to all taking prelims....study hard..dont get too stress...cos when u r stress..ur stomach will produce excess gastric juice..overdosage of gastric juice will burn ur stomach walls..and develope stomach ulcer..or worst still...hole in the stomach..den all the food will drop down drom tt hole..=)

2005-07-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

Been bombarded with mock exams after mock exams. On top of that, i have extended curriculum on Monday,Wednesday and thursday!! HELP!! and..guess what?? after being isolated from chinese for duno how many weeks, im having O lvl chinese listening on friday!!!! argh!!how time flies..

Saturday, skipped school CIP and went for supernumerary..learnt quite a no. of things but..is of no use alrdy for me... though somethings i think the new NCOs shld know...=x

Sunday, went for CIP at telok blangah rise..and wth.. this "carnival" is suppose to be for the residents yet it ended up with more AMKSIANS than residents.zzz. Haha..and i guess amksians have no childhood!! Fancy, 13-16 yrs old teens jumping on the kiddy giant bouncer...and taking a ride in this minature motocycle!!! mr tong even sat on the minature motocycle...but the motocycle doesnt budge..guess he is too heavy for the bike :Xx I guess many ppl are lacking in their childhood .. =x.. den gt this spinning wheel thingy...where by if u get the alphabet C..u gt $50 off from coastal sand chalet!!w00tz... tong and tay..both no luck la... both gt two spins..and both gt one of their spins with the alphabet F or isit G..meaning no prize for them..suay!! den their second spin.. tong gt this cheapo charger..and tay gt this useless discount coupon.. :Xx ahahas... theres plenty of balloons at the carnival too.... and omg.. 13-16 yr old teens were carrying it!!...ahhhhh.... no comments.. some suck in the helium gas from the ballloon..which expanded their vocal cord..den they talk like donald duck!! cooL~~....what a fun CIP... :x oh ya..and mr tan cheee shiong came too..duno for what ..

For photos on CIP,Ncc day,ROd n spec course..go to ms tay`s album --> http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/h2_t/my_photos
and..today i saw plenty of mosquitoes larva breeding in this mini flower pot... just outside the staff rooom!! those interested to see these cute lil worm-like larvas..go notice the corridor of the staff room... opp. the teachers` locker..gt one small lil flower pot..with the letter A M K protruding out of the pot.. told ms ng sk abt it..and she said she will inform someone abt it...but doubt so la... if tt say..choy la... anyone gt dengue fever.. u know why liao.. :x

2005-07-02T12:42:00.000+08:00

Now i regret not watching more tv. " Reguarding the Singapore Idol, what are your views?" "Will you participate in the Singapore Idol?" " Do you have any idols?" ... these three questions stunned me during my O lvl chinese oral. Much to my horror, my mind chose the "perfect" time to blank out and soon enough i felt my hands turn cold and my tongue got stuck somehow. So, thats come to a conclusion that theres only one word, 5 letters to describe the oral : S U C K S.

Q:" Reguarding the singapore idol, what are your views?"
A: I think it is a good event as i feel that singapore focus too much on the academic areas. This event is a golden opportunity to showcase the other talents of Singapore teens.

Q: "will you participate in the S`pore idol?"
A: No. Thats because i know my own limits- i simply dont have the flair for singing and dancing.

Q: "Do you have any idols?"
A: No. I believe everyone is unique- each individual excels in their own ways. Therefore, i feel that theres no need to worship any idol.

You have just read the answers to the oral questions of a chinese oral failure.All the answers were dished out in CHINESE , often disrupted by my endless errrrs and urrms... and at times, i simply gave an incomplete answer as i have difficulties choosing the correct word. The examiner have to ask me to relax TWICE . Most unfortunately, one of the examiners is from CHINA and that spells out 1 word- D I E. At the end of the oral, the male examiner asked the female examiner," Do you think she can make it?" My heart nearly stopped beating at that instant. " She is still.. ok," was the reply.. luckily she said that, or " Girl, 16, committed suicide after chinese O level oral" will be splashed on the newspaper headline.bLeahz. The moment i walked out of the dream studio (oral exam room) is the moment my merit/distinction for chinese oral grew its wings. =<

Time is draining away, like an inverted hour-glass, drip by drip, sand by sand, so are my hopes of achieving a much desired grade for O level examination.

2005-06-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

w0w..tomorrow chinese oral... today then informed us? die la..i v. long never speak chinese alrdy... ARGH!!!!! =(

2005-06-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

forget to mention... on 24th June 2005 at around 3.30pm ...a group of 3SG passed out from the Spec course phase 1!4 of which gt promoted to 2SG..congrats !!!! =) ..and proud to say.. ahaha..the Overal Outstanding Cadet was brought back home to amkss Ncc Air...!! yea..and the OOC cadet was none other than the USM Panda Tan Yi Jun..lol.. and jiamin n joce gt nominated as Flight Best but sadly, didnt clinched the award... hai.. bt nvm la...as long as tried ur best..is good enough!! for those who didnt get 2SG... dont be disappointed...and DONT EVER GIVE UP !!!!! Let your cadets respect u as for who you are... not tt piece of addition cloth with extra few dark blue/black threads on ur sleeves! Dont wear your respect;EARN it! Bu guan shi 2SG huo 3Sg, hui earned respect de SGT jiu shi hao sgt..(adapted from: Bu guan shi hei mao huo bai mao, hui zhuo lao shu de mao , jiu shi hao mao!)... in translation: Irreguardless of whether you are a 2SG or 3SG, as long as you can earned the respect from your cadet, you are a good sergeant! :P.. AMKSS NCC AIR..ALL THE WAY!

2005-06-26T12:47:00.000+08:00

yo! ahhaha... cycling at pula ubin ROX! :D.. went for bio trek ytd... wake up bright and early at around 5am.. do all the necessary stuffs..pack bag... wash up..blababla... den went to safra there... cos josephine`s mum ferrying her daughter, Josephine, meiying and me to school...so nice of her! thanks alot! or else i wont reached sch before 6.30am ( tt the time we r suppose to meet).. denn we board the boat to pula ubin..ferry fare $2 per trip..the sea water is freakingly dirty!! bleah.. over at pula ubin saw this dead horseshoe craB lying along the beach.. got 10 eyes...and the blood is BLUE!! co0L~.. den we rented bikes.. for the whole day just $3..good right? got gears all this somemore..but theres cheaper rate too... gt one bike rental offer $2/bike for whole day!... den we cycle cycle..damn shiok!gt uphills downhills...i love the downhill part....!! :P ...den we went to venture ard the seaside..where some fishermen was catching prawns i tink.. saw alot of hermit craB and sea anemone and lil fishes! so cute! mich sank knee deep into the er...super duper rich mud..yucks.. lucky she wearing combat boots sia... or else her shoe is a goner..comfirm stuck in the mud cant take out ..lol .. so we cycle cyle along the trail to chek jawa... on the way... it rained!!!! cycling in the rain is so fun man!! weeeeee..!! ahhaa.. denn we saw this injured dog...got into a fight i suppose.. part of its flesh was BITTEN OFF.. wah..can see the open wound lor... the flesh...was..ARGH! make me pity the dog alot..:Xx ...part of its fur dropped off too..poor dog... den he kept licking its wound... n tailed us to chek jawa! mayb he hope to seek some medication or food from us ba... actualli chek jawa is like a protected sacred area...need to attain permission pass n tourguide to enter de..and when low tide can see starfish and sea cucmber all this de..but wen we reached there... theres no tourguides... and it is high tide..lol...so didnt see much things ba..except some crabs..sea cockroach! yes..such things exist... mangroves..mudskippers!! so cute.. and sea weeds...lol... have our lunch at some shelter...gt this grp of student was having their field cooking there as well..so clever...den the dog ate up their baked beans!! LOL!!... den just cycle here cycle there... more of a cycling trip than bio trip..den i tried cycling with the two seats bike... with josephine behind..den i was turning left...den gt this girl.... cycle past..and we collide..!! she never put up her stand...den it gt stuck with our front wheel...gAhz..lol.. next time right..if anyone wan to go cyclin at east coast park or whatever..go pula ubin... u will spend $4 on ur ferry rides in total... den if u rent the bike $2 per bike for whole day... u will spend onlie like $6 for a full day enjoyment!! cos thee biking trail at pula ubin is so much more challenging and fun lor..!! serious!!....to sum up our trip.. we ate coconut..durians and rambutans!!..nice!..their small durian...onlie 1 for $1..cheap sia!..hahaz. w0w..what a long entry.... =X

2005-06-23T13:46:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. 3 more days to school reopen! Was quite elated with this fact as it meant i will be able to finally concentrate on something constructive=X gAhz... feeling quite listless and restless the past few days...dont know why also? :( .... Zzzzz im off to sleep..when the inspiration comes, then i will blog more...lol..

Because things are like this, that is why it cant be like that. Understand? Simple logic. LOL! im nuts..please dont mind me.

2005-06-21T09:07:00.000+08:00

lol.. ROD-ED :D..heh heh..congrats to all the new leaders for taking over! :)... 20 June 2005 AMKSS NCC air ROD ..surprisingly..i didnt really feel sad at all..maybe just a little pang of sadness..but nevertheless, there`s one point of time i nearly cried..NEARLY only..dont know why also... gAhz... i supposed im quite emotional and sentimental ba.. niwae..thanks to hui sia n scott for helping me take photos during the ROD n in the photo taking ...and thanks to jonathan..one of the EMcee..for making the GOH contingent vibrate..seriously we were tryin hard not to at least smile..but is hard lor....even the Ex-ASM when facing us..her face all red...and tryin to conceal her laughter...and mr tong there smiling.. :Xx..lol... thanks for part B`05 for the disc...and thanks part C`05 for the emily t shirt!!!! so sweet of u all... !!!=P.. hope u all like the lil bottle tt we gave ual...heh heh..lol..we bought presents for tong tay and battarai..

Mr tong`s present

Ms tay and her present

Arrival of tong and tay

C is for Cookie....a..no..Charlie

slacking..together

Part C falling in with shuwei as IC

"(ex)NCO 45 degree to your right, pumping position..DOWN"

Congrats! we r ROD-ING!

the new ASM Benedict

New USM Yijun the panda

lol...the pics look abit weird cos i make it smaller.. :Xx ..seriously..time flies.. 3 and a half yrs..GONE.. just like this...with a throw of the beret up in the sky..it marks the ending of our 3 and a half yrs in NCC..ahh..memories..the joy..the laughter...the torture..through perspiration and preserverance.. we are what we are today! Part A`02, Part B`03,Part C`04 n now Part D`05 ...these memories will always b embedded in the depths of my heart..forever!Hope we remained as friends even after ROD and when we leave amkss... :D.. Niwae.. hope the newly commissioned NCO will work together as one...posts doesnt matter... 29 people,29 posts, but only ONE destiny- lead the unit to greater heights! Those who didnt get the post they wanted, please DONT EVER EVER GIVE UP!! dont ever do that to the unit, to your post, to yourself! you will regret! A post is only the cover of a book..is the CONTENT of the book that matters.. :X kk.. gd luck to all goin for spec course! Continue bringing glory to amkss ncc air! :P

2005-06-19T07:36:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is the day!!! ....wonder if i wld cry..?? :x.. hope not... i in this sch for nearly 4 years..so far onlie cried twice in sch..once durin last yr ROD after knowing the real posting.. and also cried last yr after end of yr exam..over poor results.. :X hahaas... niwae found out why last yr posting last minute change.. cos the exncos didnt discuss with tong n tay.. =Xx.. poor yong kai.. :x niwae tt is the past..shldnt brood over it.... hMmz.. today is fathers` day! hAppy papa day! tink goin to Sakura for the international buffet again...this yr i tink i have eaten 4 international buffet alrdyz... :x..im growing.. not vertically but horizontally..ttt b a d..furthermore..i dont exercise... gAhz!

2005-06-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

today 2 last trn le.. :(... hMmz... got rod rehearsal..let the top 5 post-might-be have a xin li zhun bei so tt if they realli kena tt post they know what to do.. denn go mac discuss posting le....well..discuss for quite long ba... cos tong and tay dont quite agree on some ppl for the post... but in the end... the posting remained the same...lol.. :D... but is not exactly fixed la...after 1 mth if these post not suitable for these ppl will still change de... zzz..so we also do a back up posting for some post la.. LOL~... lalalallaa...monday is the book out day ..book out..boook out..:P

"Berhenti!"...check one bang... DHEY!!!!!*throw beret up* ...

2005-06-16T14:01:00.000+08:00

hai.. heard tt the chalet $ went missing... most likely is insider.. damn sad leh..zi ji ren the $$ also wan to steal... last time i lost $100+ of airfund money also insider steal de... =(.. kind of pity sofiah.. she muz b feeling terrrible....n i experienced tt feeling before...it was horrible.. hai... hopee the thief will b found soon.. :( ..

sianz.. this fri gona b the second last trn liao.... so fast my years in ncc is coming to an end... feelin kinda sad... and kinda regret... regret not interacting more with the part C... den now wan to interact also no chance le... :(.. hai.. hope the future APS-ses wont b like me.... just because i wasnt informed of alot of tings tt happenin in part c.... denn i juz stay one side durin trn.. fear of sayin wrong tings and xia sway myself.. :Xx argh!... juz hope the future PS will always inform his/her APS everyting abt the part..every lil details matters tooo... so tt the APS wont feel left out... :Xx hai..... time flies....what to do... everyting have to come to an end..... 4 more days...!~

2005-06-15T08:58:00.000+08:00

went to air sec 3/4 chalet ytd.. the room was freaking smalL and the air con was not working well..hai... saw ms yip and her uncle or isit father? there... hMmz... the chalet alot of things happened... some saw those things on their way to the Red House..some lost their wallet/hp ....and got another grp of ppl..apparently friends of some sec 3..nearly went to confront this group of guys...luckily they didnt do much... or else i think it will turned out into a fight or quarrel.. :Xx.. oh and Izhan came tooo..haha...den nothing much at the chalet ba... quite Zzzz :x

2005-06-13T07:19:00.000+08:00

went to PCk the musical at indoor stadium.. lol.. meet up with the rest at bishan... was kinda shocked... firstly by daniel`s hair...and by mich`s dressin..haha..mich wear so formal ...look as though she is a working adult..so chio~ :P ..den as i have no formal clothes... i juz wear normal clothing.. and john commented " eh we are goin to indoor stadium to watch pck not go market eat".. =Xx.. PCk the musical is..a typical singaporean type of plot la... expected.. the dim sum dollies much nicer and much funnier... the pck is lik so sian.. tryin hard nt to fall asleep :Xx.. but the 80-strong men orchestra quite goood... wah lau..we wasted $14.50 juz to see a thumb size phua chu kang... wth. but clever ppl like us know how to move to the erm $100 seats after the interval :P ..hahha.. we all very funny lor..10+ of us crowded at one corner of the block..just to crane our necks to see another person from the other block... a chiobu from side view.. hahaa..mr tong`s wife ..lol den everyone was tryin to see her front view but in vain... niwae tink PCK will suffer a big loss for this PCK musical show.. multi billion or isit million production at indoor stadium leh.. but alot of the seats are vacant ..and they gave 50% discount for school and some companies... w0wz..

2005-06-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

today a freakin` boring day... didnt do much things... sigh.. lazy me.. den super crappy and lame today too..haha.. wld like to extend my sympathy and gratitude towards my victims! thanks for listening to my craps!=D

Every situation is like a coin; two sided- One head,one tail;One dark, one bright.. It all depends on which side you are standing on. For me, i chose to stand on the brighter side no matter whether my coin shows the head or the tail.. faces the dark or the bright... even if it faces the dark side... i will lit up a candle... come on.. fate is in our own hands...We hold the triump card. I will always choose to stand on the brighter side and i hope you would too...

2005-06-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

lol..guess what? Im eligible to watch Nc-16 movies from today onwards!yaY! 16 years of survival on this world..weather through high and low tides.. realli..time flies! would like to thank all my frenz for just being my friend n a big thank you to my mama, papa and my bro-Jovinski who is now 2 year younger than me.. cos his bdae in dec :P..without u all... doubt i can survival till now! :D ..yea.. and thanks everyone who remembered my bdae... so nice of u all.. :PpP

haha..went to Vienna Seafood and Teppanyaki International Buffet at Novena square today! w0w..what a spread! got alot of herbal soup also.. got mini buddha jump over the wall, Ginseng fish soup, Herbal crocodile meat soup and herbal chicken soup.. =D.. and alot of seafood also.. got lobster salad, sharkfin, crab, scallop, oyster, crabs, abalone salad, sushi, abalone fried rice, crab beehoon etc etc. and for desert... got at least 5 varieties of cakes! got ice creams.. cocktails.. mini salads..so cute..lol :x.. champange ..heh heh.. i tried abit of alcoholic drinks... its PG ok..parential guidance.. parents watch me drink.. and is like wth. those drinks are so bitter.... those alcholics..r they nuts??alcoholic drinks where got nice? i tink medicine taste better lor.. :Xx.. den tried the teppanyaki... order salmon, chicken and some type of fish.. rox lor!!... this is one of the best buffet i ever been!! but abit ex. la....my parents spent $125.20 on this lunch-buffet for three adults and 1 goin-to-be adult (14 yr old bro) :P ... thanks alot papa and mama! den went to watch Mr and mrs smith....lol.. quite nice! den go grandma hse..grandma gave me angbao as bdae pressie! thanks grandma..u rox! =D

happy happy happy bdae to me! and huay han and scott! and everyone who is born on 10 of June :P .. Thanks everyone!! you rawk my world!

2005-06-10T08:00:00.000+08:00

went out with dear ytd... watch monster in law! so funnnie!!..lol.. thx dear for treating me lunch..hahaa..... den after tt go simeon hse there cycleeee...have a fun day ytd! =D ... yea..and have a fun date with dear toooo..muacks! :P

btw... dear = kwee gek.. wahahas =D

2005-06-09T07:49:00.000+08:00

felt a sense of achievement lately.. i have finished my english and maths homework n chem sec 3 mid yr paper :P.. left triple science homework...which is 1 chem paper+1 bio paper+ 20 physic paper(rounded off)..lolx.. hai..if onlie theres no phy paper..den my aim of finishing ALL my hw by this week is achievable.. =(.. hw hw hw..where got time to revise?

your destiny is in your hands, dont ever give up k? :)

2005-06-08T08:23:00.000+08:00

im bored.. lookin at this stack of homework make me even more sian... lol :x..im juz pure lazy ...too lazy to start on my hw :Xx....Zzzzzzzzz
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