I love my blog song! hehe.. Whenever i listen to this song, i will close my eyes and immersed myself in this soothing song. Then i will feel so freeee and stress-less and trouble-less.w00t. It realli calms my soul man! Hahaa i specially like the Sopranos in this song. The high voice of the innocent young boys, really quite impressive. I like the ringing effect of theirr voice too! But i felt a little sad for these boys, it will be hard for them to maintain their current voice as they grow older..oh well. :( Hai. Why im not born with such high pitch voice too.. then i can sing to myself to release stress..lol.
Hahaa i can be a lao2 nu2 ren2Me and you and you and me
No matter how they toss the dice, it has to be
The only one for me is you, and you for me
So happy together
Jewel at
1:46 pm
wooooaah now i having thiss weird weird feeling like as though im back to the period of my sec 4 prelims preparation.. Its like im struggling to keep up with my homeworkkS (note the capital S) and struggling even harder to understand my 3 sciences and amaths because i simply dont have the 2 impt limiting factors-time and intelligence. Hai. So now im stuck at the same situation. Promos is juz 6 weeks away and frankly speaking, i know NUTS about Physic and i got alot of catching up to do for hist cos i juz duno how to do essay qns. Then theres so muchh homework. What m i do? Homework or revision? =/
Oh well.. I realised im begining to like maths more and more. After i finished each maths tutorial , dont know why i will feeel very happy then i will announce to the whole world ( actualli its onli nash and a few others) tt i finished my maths tutorial the next day.hahaaa Haiya. Physic is like maths. But why i cant even understand phy? So weird weird weird. Maybe because i didnt realli try cos i always have this pyschological thinking tt im weak in science plus i didnt even like try to attempt to do phy tutorial. lol =x
Yep. Its been an emotion turbulent week. And im glad the waves are calm now :) Hai. Realised life is like a hurdle race. Its a race because im like racing against time and I`ve been conquering hurdles after hurdles. And god knows when will this race comes to an end. Im getting tired and fragile as the lactic acid,stress and exhaustion starts to form a mountain in my body. >.<
Being student is like a profession that we have to commit majority of our time and energy to. It definitely aint easy but some ppl seems to think that student very free what, not as busy as some other profession. OH WELL like hello?!?! Maybe students of the OLDER generation can be very free. But students of this NEW generation are definitely not. We are expected to be an ALL ROUNDER, have to b good at studies,cca,cip and character, have wider scope and harder stuffs to learn/study, not to mention we have to cope with external pressure ( some parents/adults juz dont understand the rigors of jc). Then with this new iniative of TLLM kicking in, students have to learn how to be teachers too by teaching themselves those topics tt is suppose to be SDL (self-directed learning). Ya so now instead of juz being full time students, we have to be part time teachers too. =.=""
Hmm ya whatever. So went to jiamin house ytd to do WR and wooah talk about efficiency. HAHA we are almost done and will be all ready to hand up next week:D YAY! My PW groupmates juz ROCK! Hehe so after doin the WR, went to eat dinner at Mac together. So we chatted for like 1 hr on er.. ghost movies? =/ haaa
I LOVE MATHS! I WILL PASS IT. :D
Jewel at
7:36 am
Stop it. Stop it. STOP IT! Can u stop letting me sit on this emotional swing? One moment u bring me all the way up, the flame of my candle strongly lit. Then the next moment, u bring me all the way down, the flame now flickering and diminishing. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO. I think this entry is clear enough. All i have said to u on Msn is not for fun and stop asking me to concentrate on my EOM so that i can sleep early. I know i cant with this feeling of exasperation nudging me at the side of my mind. I know u got your own troubles too. But really, stop it. I wasted enough water and i think my tear ducts had over exercised. ARGH. STOP IT!!! >.<
Jewel at
9:45 pm
Had dinner at Fish and Co instead. Hmm.. realised Ajc has changed me alot. I find myself quieter, more serious at work, and i start to think of things i seldom think about. Then today during the dinner, at first i was feeling quite bored and restless and tired. Then after that dont know why i felt so high. And i realised my mind was flooded with playful thoughts once again like when im in sec sch. And i started to talk alot...like really alot when compared to my original self in school. Though its quite true that Im still veryy talkative online, i found myself quieten alot in school. Many people who knows me kept asking whyy im so inactive now...and quite quiet too...
Then today, i dont know why, I talked alot for the first time since i enter Ajc. ppl who knew me from amkss wont think its anything surprising. But, ppl who know me in ajc, will be able to see the huge contrast. Haha, i guess it will be the first time i talked so much since i enter ajc..and it will also be the last time? Maybe until i go back to amkss then i wil get high once again and talk tt much.
Oh well..Farewell Ms tay..all the best.. we will miss u! :(
Jewel at
10:31 pm
