im so pissed now. WTH. I just dont understand my parents. When im in sec school, whenever i have camps, activities to organise or cip, they will ask me.."ISIT COMPULSORY? WHY MUST U DO ALL THIS? DONT DO LAH, LET YOUR FRIENDS DO LAH. DO SO MUCH FOR WHAT?"... My parents just dont understand. I dont do things just for the sake of doing it. I dont do things for credit. I dont do things just because my frens are doing it. They just dont understand me enough. I do things because I have interest in it. I do things because I believe in it. I do things because I believe in giving my best and gaining experience.
And, today, when i told my father I am going for choir concert next thurs, he asked me," WHY ARE U GOING TO SO MANY CONCERT?SINCE ITS NOT COMPULSORY TO GO, YOU ARE NOT OBLIGED TO GO U KNOW. SO WHY DO U NEED TO GO?"...I had it. I gave up. Im so NOT gona explain to ppl why I do whatever im doing. Somethings, parents will never understand. They just dont understand that whatever I do, I do it because i BELIEVE in it . I HAD ENOUGH.
My parents always have this " If possible, let others do it, dont do it yourself" I felt ashamed. I felt sad. This SHOULD NOT be the attitude. I never believe in that statement. If everyone is to do that, what will happen to this world? Comfirm 100% plus chop, C-O-L-L-A-P-S-E.
HAI. Im sorry. I know its bad of me to say that of my parents. I know they love me. But, they jsut dont understand me!
Pissed. Ashamed. Sad. To sum it all up, I am DISAPPOINTED!
Jewel at
7:03 pm
eh people, i got something to annouce. I found my love one already. YES. I got a boyfriend... =D However, one weeek, i only can seee him TWO days. So pathetic right. Hai...nvm... i will look forward to that two days then. Absence makes the heart fondier.. I guess i will treasure him more during that two days.=P This guy here..i think everyone also know him ba..as in really EVERYONE.
GUESS HIS NAME!! (hint: theres 7 letters in it) Shall reveal his name at the end of this post.HEH :D
It had been a busy week... So i shall just list down the KEY highlights.
1]
PI[04/05/06 <--nice no.!]
YES! PI IS OVER!! yay! muahahahas. I last minute edited my PI in school due to the fact tt ive been havin fever the past few days. But then, theres still GPP! BOO! >.<
2]
2.4km NAPFA Run[04/05/06 8.22am]
I simple LOVE the alphabet A.
A for
APPLE [i love apple chips]
A for
ATTITUDE [haha..i will show my attitude when im v.unhappy ;)]
A for
AMIABLE [YEA! thats me!]
A for
ANDERSON jc[ where my wonderful class 22/06 is borned]
No lah. my timing not v. fantastic...still lose to my sec 1 timing.. WTH. How i wish my timing is 13mins 13s ..the number so nice! but then i walk and walk..tt why gt extra 30s !!!>.<
3] Physic test [ 05^2/06]
Needless to say, its a F. Not F for Fantastic. BUt, F for
FAIL. BLAH.
4] EXCO interview [05^2/06]
This interview can b counted as my first proper interview ba. weird. Last time i interview ppl now i m interviewed. haha. Anyway, my interview wasnt too bad..better than i expected. Maybe got a lil hope..
and yah.. whats my bf name???:P Doubt u all can guess it right..
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ ..His big name is...
WEEKEND!!
Yeps. I love weekend!!
Jewel at
8:01 am
